The Lavender Ring

Day one: of my misery

So I get a call from my boyfriend, saying he would like to meet up in his favorite café. I'm scared by this because we haven't talked or seen each over for two weeks, (We've both been busy with work) and he might be meeting up with me to break up. Although that just can't happened, three years of my life have been put into this relationship and I won't let it end this quickly. So I meet up with him there and he greets me with a hug.
"Hey. I missed you, I feel like we haven't spoke or seen each other for two weeks." He said, which was pretty stupid considering....
"That's because we literally haven't spoke or seen each other for two weeks." I say.
"Oh. Oh yeah. So I need to tell you something."
No. I knew what he was going to say (Or at least I thought I knew)
he was going to say "We should break up" in that sad cute voice of his. No way. I refuse to let him.
"O-Oh r-really what is it." I say sounding like I'm literally Choking on my own words.
"Um, so we should..." He says before I interrupt him from finishing.
"No! No way!" I shout causing a commotion in the café before realizing that Luis (My Boyfriends name) was on one knee holding a ring.
"Uh, So we shouldn't get married. I-I thought you n-needed some t-time to think about it. I guess you're quick to answer." Luis said almost tearing up. So I quickly kneeled down next to him and said "No, I mean I thought you were suggesting to break up. So I said no, But Yes! I Will Marry You!" I shout causing even more commotion.
"Really! You will." He said standing up showing me my engagement ring.
"YE...wait. What color is that ring." I ask him realizing that its...
"Lavender! Your favorite color." He said so happily with a huge smile on his face. But what he didn't know is that during our first date he asked what my favorite color was and I had told him lavender but in reality it was green. I mean why wouldn't it be the color green is just so beautiful. But the point is....MY ENGAGEMENT RING IS LAVENDER BECAUSE I TOLD LUIS THAT WAS MY FAVORITE COLOR BUT IT ISN'T AND SO BASICALLY OUR MARRIAGE IS GOING TO BE BASED OFF OF LIES. And every time I look at this ring it will remind of the lie I told. But I can't tell him to change it because he probably spent so much time and money on this ring. Stupid Lavender ring. I mean don't get me wrong it's quite a beautiful ring it just I'm going to get married to someone with something based off my lies. So I'm just going to have to tell him...
"Look I need some time to think this through, okay?"
"But what happened to "Yes! Yes! I will marry you!"he mimicked.
" I need some time." I said running away.
"Wait here's the ring it can help you decide!" He shouted to me.
I took it, kissed him and left. I isolated myself in my apartment for four days eating nothing but ramen noodles, chip's, chocolate and a lot more while binge watching everything on Netflix. I had no idea what to do. But while I was depressed over the stupid Lavender ring, Luis was in his favorite café where his best friend just so happened to work. I mean I wouldn't have a problem with it if his best friend was a guy. But she wasn't. So he began talking to her about what was going on between us.