Briana was dragging me to a room, as soon as we got in I picked her up and I slammed her against the door and started to kiss her roughly.
I don't want to talk because I don't want her to see me in the state that I'm about to be in. Weak, fragile and most of all: Guilty.
"Zayn, what are...ugh.. you doing?" She said trying not to moan, but failing.
I didn't stop I put her on the bed. I was going to take her shirt off, but she got there faster than I did and stopped me.
"ZAYN!" She screamed at me and I couldn't hold it in anymore, everything was eating me up and I started crying.
Crying in front of my love, the one that thinks I'm the strong one and that can handle anything in front of me. I felt like everything is my fault and now Deborah thinks I don't love her.
I couldn't stop crying, it was just coming out and I couldn't stop.
Bri just looked at me with glassy eyes and then she hugged me tightly like as if I was a pigment of her imagination and I was going to go away once she lets go.
"Zayn, listen to me, look at me. It's okay to cry. I know you think you can carry everything on your shoulders, but you can't Angel or not Zayn you're human.
You did the best you can and you did one hell of a job of taking care of me and Debs Z. We'll get through this, baby talk to me?" She said while crying, we were both crying, but I was the main one who was.
"Everything is my fault. All of this is my fault. If I only did Altair told me-"
Bri cut me off "Zayn, you know damn well if you would've listen to Altair you would've died right along with Aidan. Altair wanted you dead because he saw what you had and you still have, he wanted you because you have somebody that loves you and you have somebody to look after.
Aidan wanted this for you that is why he risked his life on you. What did he tell you?"
She reminded me all the time when I feel like I failed or I wasn't good enough to always say the words that my brother told me.
"Only true hero's follow their hearts and make the mistakes to then fix them for the good." I recited the words.
She smiled and gave me a kiss on my forehead. Bri looked me straight in the eyes
"I love you y'know that? I just don't want you to ever leave me. I need you." I kissed her lips softly, but stern with meaning.
"I'm not leaving you anytime soon. I'm sorry for locking you in the car. I tried to prevent you from doing something stupid and I do this and you still hurt yourself. Promise me to never ever do anything, especially anything like this again. I love you so damn much it hurts." I kissed her once more
"I promise. Now I'm going to clean up your cuts and then you try to talk to Deborah ok?" She said while taking off my shirt.
She got started on my chest. Soon enough she finished and I got up and put my shirt back on, gave her another kiss and headed out the door.
"Control yourself Zayn, you'll only make it worse, she's hurt, scared, confused and mostly hurt because she trusted us. Just relax and make her listen."
I told myself as I headed into the room. I cleared my throat as soon as I got to the front of the living room.
Paul had a stern look on his face and Debs was crying with her head bowed down, pulling on the ropes.
"Uh, Paul? Can I speak to Deborah for a minute?" I asked him. He looked, nodded yes and left to where I'm assuming Bri was at.
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FanfictionDeborah was just a college student, getting her life together to become a fashion designer, waiting for her chance to get herself into the top best Fashion Industry. But what happens when she meets this guy name Paul? What happens when she finds out...
Unexpected: Chapter V Finding The Truth Part II
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