we'll sing a chorus

T.

he sits on the floor of his room.

"you were so beautiful. your hair, your face. and i felt happy right when i walked in the room. and when you nodded, hugged me. i loved the feeling of your arms around me. keeping me safe from... him. even if it wasn't real, even if it was just a dream, i know my emotions, i know my feelings, i know for sure, those were real. hope. i want to know you. i want to see, i want to say, hello."