Life SUX

Part 1 - Confused Wishes

We all wish for something great, fantastic, all the fascinating words to fill our hunger for inner greatness.
I wish for freedom, advance intelligence, something valuable, realistic money, a job I love, someone to love, and many more things I know I wish for but can't think at the moment.
I am just some average human wanting somewhere to go and be useful. Other humans either want the same with happiness or instead don't want to exist because of how useless they feel.
When I was little I was abused in a way, same with others; either more intense or more gentle in a way.
What I want the most at the moment is people to understand me. What do I mean by that? Well, I've wrote stories before in my life when I was little in elementary school and even in high school, but every one of my stories I thought was absolutely brilliant, turned out to be confusing or did not make any sense in some areas. When I thought about everything and wrote the piece made sense, but when I wrote it, some of it was confusing to understand for my teachers and classmates.
I wish I made sense all the time but what fun would that be? Confusion makes some people want to understand it even more! I want to write more about this but, I can't. I don't know why exactly but it has to do with my life and how I think. That's all I truly want to say, and of course I know this isn't the best, most interesting story to read but I just want to see where this story takes others and I. P.S sorry for a story with a awesome ending.... JK