They always told me to write things out, that writing is the best way to cope. So you can recall the memories clearly or some shit like that. You have to understand I do not regret anything in my life. I would gladely relive my years alive multiple times if it means I get to spend time with Cora. It's been twenty years since the last time I spoke to her. Fuck. The memories hit me in waves, the harder ones to cope with always come at night. Well I'm finally giving into this therapy crap on "how to properly cope with loss".
