Honey

Chapter 1

Honey's P.O.V

My body is about to shut down on me. I don't know if I can keep this up. My legs hurt my hell, my heartbeat is beyond abnormal and my breathing is completely off. Hell, I don't know what's wrong with my body all I know is I CAN NOT STOP.

"Honey!" I heard him behind me, what fool would turn around and answer, "Honey, stop this nonsense right NOW!"

I didn't turn around; I didn't even acknowledge him. But it was strange, the sound of his voice, the way it hit my ear. Here I am running like a mother fucker to get away, but it seems I'm not going anywhere. I stopped.

I turned around and waited as he slowly made his way towards me. The closer he got the more my body tensed up. I cannot stand even the slightest thought of him, let alone looking in his goddamn face. Once he made it to me, he smiled.

"Why don't you just leave me alo-" I felt a sting on my face.

"Who the fuck do you think you're talking to?" I lowered my head. I didn't answer, that might not have been the right thing to do but hell what is? Not answering is a hell of a lot better than the wrong damn answer. "Now why are you running from me?" He asked trying to remove the hair stuck to my face from sweat.

"Please" I winced turning my face.

"Ah ah ah" he used his index finger and thumb to direct my chin back to face him, "Don't you know I love you; I would do anything for you."

"This isn't love." I semi yelled.

"Girl" he managed to get out through gritted teeth, he unclenched his fist and smirked, "Honey Bee, I gave you a warning already. Don't be stupid and make me show you the error of your ways."

My body stiffened, "Ok."

He put his hand around on my throat, "I know you know better."

Tears started to form in my eyes and there was a huge lump in my throat, I knew exactly what he wanted me to say it disgusted me.

"H" he sung, "E B" he removed his hand backed off a bit and did a tiny dance where he stood, "you mean the world to me. Oh, promise promise me. You'll never stop loving your daddy."

A tear escaped; I use to love that song. He sung it to me almost every night before bed. I fucking hate that stupid ass mother fucking song.

"I'm still waiting baby." He caressed my face.

"Yes daddy." I muttered. Even a blind person could tell he got excited. He charged straight at me and tackled me to the ground. I was screaming and swinging but it did me no justice.

"NO"

I woke up from another terrible dream. This is the 3rd one I had this week. Maybe it's because he's coming back, I wish he wasn't I hate him. "Honey, did you hear me?" I was snapped from my thoughts by my mother.

"I'm fine ma." I said flashing a faint smile.

"Ok baby, if you need me, I'll always be here." she said kissing my forehead and leaving.

I rolled over on my back and looked at my phone to check the time. Ugh it's time for me to get up. I got up, took a quick shower, brushed my teeth, and went to my closet to get me some clothes. I grabbed my red crop top, white high waist jeans, and my red converse. I put my hair in a high bun.

I reached for my phone to text my best friend, Racheal. Racheal was my best friend in the whole world. We've been best friends for about 5 years. I've known her my whole life though, we were friends just not as close. Right before I unlocked my phone, her name flashed across my screen.