Blog of misadventures

It happens

My heart aches yet I don't mind
I wait patiently for a touch
However, darkness comes without a trace
Leaving me stranded in curiosity

I think of your marbled complexion
The last embrace within our hands
The smell of flowers in your shirt
The smile that captivated my soul

My heart aches yet I love it
With every crack comes a thought of you
I can see you, once again in my mind
It hurts to know I'm not the one 

It happens whenever I fall in love
This is the second time maybe the last
With strange words. I know it'll happen again
Whenever I see your face .

Then came a strange woman , embarking me in solitude. " you are the one who craves for love"
I smirk but she only brought me closer to her den.

There it was a crystal ball, the atmosphere of fate
I stand alone next to her , with a stare she revealed my deepest secrets .
It seems the room became dense with every word she spoke.
She took out the cards of mischief.

"I see the Venus who love should grant to you "
"I see the spirit that holds you back from it"
"I see the sadness in your heart"
She backs away to see me closely and slowly wiping my tear.

"You are in deep sorrow, I can't do nothing but pray for you ." She gave me a bottle to cleanse my soul.
Like that it happened.
I walked slowly,  challenging my thoughts until the moon was shown and the city lights raced in fear of the dark.  
Will I ever be happy? If so who can Venus be and where  can I meet him?  

Once again I was left behind . Alone in world competing with myself .
Should Venus come and be you.
I hope and pray it would be you ...