Nightmares invades her dreams
Voices in her mind,non-stop
Judgemental eyes on her as she walks by..
The hushed whisperers,the backstabbing, the inevitable
So broken,fragile on the inside, yet bares a smile on the outside.
Sarcasm she breathes and the bitter truth she hides .
The dried up tears stains her cheeks and puffy eyes every night before she slips into the horrifying darkness.
When will this be over she asks herself...
She holds on to every good in her life ,after all it wasn't a lot.
She is strong they say..but its exactly the opposite .
She fears that this facade will slip. That once they find the bitter truth they will hate.
Will they believe it? Will they understand.. No.
No one will.
After all how long can someone so broken wait to be fixed?..
Promises broken , and hope vanished.
And as the cold metal touches skin ,it slides on scars that have been .she slips into the darkness within.
