I don't want this to end, but I also don't want how my feelings are starting to develop. I am afraid. I truly am. I know what you are looking for, and I know it is not me. I try to entertain the idea, but I cannot see it happening in real life. Why? Because we are friends. I shared with you something that is really personal, things that I have kept from others for so long, but with you, I was able to open up. Why again? Because I thought I won't be seeing you for a long time.
