Choose Me [Oikawa X Reader]

Prologue

"I'm sorry..." he breaths.

At that very moment I could feel my heart stop.

No.
Not just that.

My whole world stopped spinning.
Almost as if everything froze or perhaps slowed down.

It was supposed to be a wake up call.
A slap in the face practically saying,
'pull yourself together and stop being afraid'

But how could I?

I should move on.
I should forget.
I should just leave everything as what it is,
a fragment of an everlasting
memory.

'pull yourself together'

Yet in order to pull myself together,
I need him.

He is someone whom I love so so so much.
To the point he has become apart of me.
A huge part in my heart.

'stop being afraid'

Although, here I am.
Scared to death that he will become nothing but a mere dream,
a dream that is about to come to an end
and soon will be forgotten.

I'm scared.
I'm really scared.

. . .

. . .

. . .

That he won't choose me.