Niall's P.O.V
"come on Niall time for the show" Liam said coming in my room that I've been in for 2 year besides the concerts I just miss my best friend two much I even stopped talking to her so I can try to get her off my mind and enjoy this career but I just can't I fell in love I know its stupid I fell in love with my best friend
"I can't do this any more she needs me and I need her its like I can feel her breaking inside all because I left I need to find her again I'm sorry but I have to go" I said getting up grabbing me keys,wallet,jacket and me phone "go get her Niall Ill cover for you" Liam said as I walked out and ran to my car
I got in and drove to the airport to go home and get back to my Alyssa well to me she was Ali only I called her that I smiled at the thought of her
Alyssa's P.O.V
today I finally graduated yea I should be happy but I'm not I should have went up there with me bestfriend but he left me and is a popstar now we talked for a while then he stopped responding if your wandering no I'm not mad at him I just wish he'd let me know why he ignored me for two years I felt betrayed and lonely when he left it was like I had no one
the thing that makes it worst was that I don't have any one my parents died in a plane crash on the way to a vacation also time away from me I was so broken and now I self-harm I wish I didn't but it takes pain a way and no one is here to help me
I know if Niall where here he would make sure id stop cutting I can still see those perfect blue eyes in the back of my head and that perfect smile
I felt a tear roll down my cheek as I thought of him why did he have to leave me I loved him yes I love Niall Horan I still remember when we met
*flashback*
I looked out the car window as we pulled into the new house located on the other side of Ireland next door I saw a boy with brown hair when I got closer I saw he had blue eyes I was new and I was only 5 years old
so when the car stopped I got out and introduced myself to him "hi I'm Alyssa what's your name" I asked swaying side to side "hi I'm Niall are you moving in" I nodded and sat in the grass with him "what do you like to do" he asked "I like to eat and sleep and play" I said looking in his eyes
"I like your eyes they look like marbles" I said and giggled "do you wanna be my friend from now on cause I really like you already" he said holding his hand out for me to shake "yes I would love to be your best friend"
*flashback*
and from then on we were inseparable we never went a day without each other and then he went to x-factor and I haven't seen him since and
I cry myself to sleep because I don't have him here to call me pretty or say I'm worth some thing and now I think I'm none of those things and that why he left
