"WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK, GERARD?" I screamed at my phone.
"Frank? What's wrong?" He answered quietly, as if everything was okay. As if he hadn't just put an end to what had been my life for the last 12 years.
"What's wrong?" I let out a fake laughter. "Why did I just find out about this stupid post saying that My Chemical Romance is over?"
"We all thought it would be the best."
"We all? So it seems that I wasn't part of the band, right? Because nobody asked for my fucking opinion." Nobody had ever asked for my fucking opinion.
"Frank, I talked to Mikey. He went through hell while being in this band. I also had a really hard time. I told Ray about it and he thought it'd be the best."
"And of course, Frank had no voice in that decision."
"Mikey, Ray and I wanted to do it. What was the point in asking you? If you'd said yes, things would be the same way they are right now. If you'd said no, you'd be alone in the band. Because we were all done with MCR."
"But at least you could've told me. I had to find out because of the fucking message on the website. As if I was just a mere fan."
"To be honest, you were just a mere fan until we decided you could join the band." That was it, he crossed the line.
Silence.
"Okay that was really cruel and I'm sorry." Wow, thanks, now I'm feeling better. "But about breaking up-"
"About breaking up I think you're all just a bunch of selfish people. Not only you didn't think about your fans, you didn't even think about me. You didn't think about us." I said, thinking about all the good memories I had with Gerard. And that's when tears started to roll down my face.
"What do you mean by us, Frank?" He asked innocently.
"I mean you and I, for fuck's sake, Gerard, does it mean is over?"
"I don't know what you're talking about. Of course we can keep in touch and keep being friends." Being friends had never been my intention, it was like he had erased every moment we had spent together from his mind.
"I'm not talking about that and you know it."
Silence.
"Frank, I am happily married and Bandit is the best thing that has ever happened to me. And you are happily married as well. I don't understand why you want to make things complicated."
"I'm the one who wants to make things complicated? Says the man who masturbated on stage in front of hundred of people?"
"Frank." He was starting to get upset. But I didn't fucking care, he had started this shit.
"The man who rubbed my face against his boners?"
"Frank."
"The man who was, or at least pretended to be, in love with me?"
"Frank it was just- you know what? This is it. You're still an inmature horny kid and I can't have a real conversation with you because you're too selfish. It's okay, I don't mind. I don't have to deal with your bullshit anymore because My Chemical Romance is over and there's nothing you can do about it cause you're alone. I'll let you grow up and think about it and I will talk to you in... 5 years. Until then, so long and good luck." He hung up.
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Five years
Fanfiction(Based on Tonight Alive's lyrics: I'll let you grow up, I'll come back in five years) It's been five years since MCR broke up. And, as Gerard had promised Frank, it was time to talk.
