I'm borrowing ciel's name to write this story. And Ciel is genderbend
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When Ciel was younger,she had everything she wanted: Toys,money, everything. But then a tragedy happened. When she was in first grade, during winter, her favorite aunt committed suicide in a cemetery. She drowned herself in the freezing water fountain.
Many people said that she was pushed into the freezing water by a ghost but that wasn't true. There must be another reason.
As she grew, her friends started to leave her one by one,helpless, Ciel just sat there and watched as they went. Her grades in school got worse because no one could help her; she didn't want to ask the teachers because she hated them. After her grades went down, her parents started to feel disappointed in her—sad. And eventually they abandoned her,not literally but yea....
She held all the pain to herself; never showing them to people. If she did, she could make other people upset.
That's when a thought came across her mind, "If I'm gone no one will get hurt. Everyday she wished for her death but it doesn't come. She tried luring Death by suffocating herself with a pillow or tired to do the same thing her aunt did; drowning.
The longer she lived, the more she got hurt. But then suddenly, one day she found someone that could make her laugh. Of course that was short lived. She kept making that person sad so she left him.
"If I'm gone no one will get hurt."
The life she was reborn to was supposed to be full of suffering and pain. She wasn't supposed to have met that person.
She kept repeating the words "I'm sorry" in her sleep. But sorry doesn't do anything. It's just a word. Now, she is left alone...for eternity.
