What's the point in existing when your barely alive
And everything about your life is a lie
Sure I have family and friends
But they don't know how awful I feel
Their lives are much more happier than mine
I can fake I smile great, but its only to hide my real feelings
I don't even know why I'm sad
I'm just having another somber episode
It all seems fine at first, I'm laughing and having a great time
Then all of a sudden a wave of darkness hits me and I become a mess
Tears start to roll down, and huge pain overcomes me
I hate my life and I want to end it all
And I'm not even sure why
I'm stuck in a state of nothingness
Where I don't want to leave, but I can't take it anymore
And all I can do is lay down and stare blankly at the ceiling
While my emotions are at war with each other
And all that fills the dead air is the conflicting voices in my mind.
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Alone In The World~ a collection of poems
PoetryThis is a collection of poems that I have written. Most of these are sad and kind of depressing(with a few happy poems). Anyways hope you like them.