My love from the stars

The love of Rosie

Rosie whispered : It was dark .. When he held me .. I saw no light .. No light at all .. I felt like I was falling .. Deep down .. Within the depth of his bottomless soul .. Where light has never shone ..
It was like swinging among the stars ..
Every kiss he tenderly drew on my lips was more like a witness to the birth of a neutron star ..
I loved it .. I loved how falling for him was more like falling into a black hole .. Where time happens to stop and light's unable to escape .. It was captivating yet dreadful ..
He was my trap .. The trap of which I couldn't escape .. No matter how hard I tried .. For everytime I thought I did, I ended up falling in his arms .. Once again ..
People enjoy looking to the night stars with their beloved ones .. But when it comes to me .. He was the star I used to look up to, every single night ..
Perhaps we're living happily in a parallel universe .. Perhaps there's a better version of him somewhere out there ..
There .. Where I can trust him .. Where my fears turn into shadows .. Friendly ones .. Who feel no need to chase me .. No need at all ..
I closed my eyes helplessly .. And fell deep into his soul .. While falling .. I came across his unpredictible rather unintelligible thoughts .. I was blown away with how perplexing what I saw was ..
I was whiped away with how dark his soul seemed to be .. With how painful it appeared to be him..
And then I suddenly woke up ..
I woke up to a strange voice .. Telling me that none of that was real ..
That every single detail I claimed to recognize was the reflection of my subconscioussly overwhelming thoughts . .
I wanted to see him that way .. So I did.
I wanted to love him that much .. Vigorously .. Passionately .. Endlessly .. So I did ..
But none of it was real.