Just a Fantasy

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Hey there sunshine!
(Uh)I've noticed you sit here every day without interacting with anyone so I'd like to break the ice.
Not literally as in like.. you know..say a Polar Bear..
But figuratively like I say something to catch your ear..
Usually I don't do this cause rejection has always been a fear
But fate spoke to me and said if she's here today make your intentions clear.
So here goes..

When I see you I picture heaven
Angel, beauty, perfection, goddess.
I'm kinda modest though so I won't keep going with said adjectives
Hell just saying all that gave me a weird feeling in my stomach like a laxative..
Um that's probably not the best thing to say in a situation such as this but being in your presence is enough to make me feel like I pissed...
Um sorry I'm really just at a loss for words...er forgive me....yeah I'm just gonna go....
What was that? You want me to stick around a little?
Well your wish is my command sunshine!
You don't mind if I call you that right?
I know I said it earlier but I was just....
I'm sorry I'm rambling about nothing but like you gotta understand the situation I'm in..
You do?
Oh thank god! I was gonna start sweating bullets..
Yeah that would have been a not so pleasant sight haha...
What's your name if I may ask?
***** wow that's cool. It fits you definitely...***** it's easy to remember too thank God for your parents
Oh it's a nickname. What's your real name then if I may?
******* is just as cool. It definitely fits you
Ah no problem my name's just something simple
Timothy but I usually go by Tim
Yeah I guess that's nice if you wanna have a pretty basic or formal name.
Thanks. I'm glad you like it..
So uh you ever........

Hey man you gotta get out of here. And what the hell you staring at? You're just looking at the wall and smiling. I can't have you doing that and freaking out paying costumers.

I'm sorry man I just met like the most beautiful woman I'd ever seen and I just..

Yeah yeah man it was just fantasy. We all have those from time to time. Hell I have this same ole one

A recurring one..?

Yeah that word. Damn Harvard words.

Its not really a big word though..

Yeah ,anyways I always have one where I'm about to bang Madonna on the beach and we're... Um that's not the point.. The point is that we all have these fantasies from time to time. It's usually because we really want something or we feel an empty or loneliness in us so we just paint pictures and perfect scenarios in our heads. Like I'm quite sure you were with the woman

Yeah it felt like..

I don't wanna know about all that man I'm trying to explain my point. Where was I?

You were talking empty and lonely

Yeah yeah those. You're probably feeling like no one loves you or you're like an outcast in society right?

Yeah that's somewhat accurate

Okay so that's it then.

What's it?

You need to go out and make a name for yourself. Stop being so invisible and show what you got man

Yeah you're probably right

I know I'm right... Now you need to leave before I lose anymore customers.. What's your name by the way?

It's Tim

Ahh I had a pal named Tim. Lost his life over there in Vietnam during that war. Good man I tell ya. Well you go out there and search man. Come back when you find yourself. I'll have a round on the house for ya

Alright that sounds good. I'll see ya then..

I guess the search begins here.......



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