Beep! Beep! Beep!
The school bus driver beeped at me to hurry up across the street!
He threatened me it i did hurry. Hurry up or im going to run u over and suspend you off the bus!
I was bad in and out of school. I guess thats why i was so popular! "shut up" I said to the bus driver while sticking my middle finger up! That same night i was getting beat with a wire by my mom and dad. They took turns.
If i ever told anybody what goes on at home it would go around the whole school and i would get bullied so i didn't tell nobody but my bestfriend Keven. He always had my back and always kept my secrets. He felt bad for me but i told him not.
The next day i had to get a ride to school, all my parents did was nag me!
I was thinking in my head "what did i do to diserve this like i just wanted to tell them to shut up!!"
One day i cussed one of the teachers out nd became the most popular girl in school. Everbody loved me but nobody love Keven. They said it was him ir them. I made the wrong decision! I chose them.
So Keven got mad nd stopped answer my calls never talked to me he wouldn't even look at me.👀😢
That day i went home my parents made me sleep outside.
I cried all night about it.
I was getting bit up like crazy out there. There was even a snake but i chopped his head off and it wasn't pretty.
They made me stay out there for the whole week i wasnt aloud in the house at all not even to eat. Good thing i have a sister or i would have died. My 5 year old sister Anna brong me food every night but my 16 year older sister Sierra didn't care about me unless ahe was bribing me when she sneaks out. Im only 12 and im the only one g err getting treated like this!
I just dont understand!😳
But i guess i will understand when im older.
2 weeks later it was holloween. Sierra just wanted to throw a Halloween party so my parents let her. I asked them first and they said no. So she had a Halloween party and kicked me and Anna out while my parents were in there room. I had no chouce but to take Anna trick or treating. This guy steve brong a gun in our house that night. She told steve not to bring it in her house but he pushed her to the ground she told everybody the party was over so steve got mad and said no its not and they were going back nd forth. I made Anna go to her room. When my parents came down he got really mad Shot my mom and my sister. He wouldnt let anybody call the cops or ambulance. So they were laying there dieing.
The next day my dad wouldnt stop hitting Anna so i tried to defend her. He start hitting me everyday for no reason kids at school would ask y i had so many bruises i just ignored them my bestfriend Keven told everybody every secret i could have because he was so mad at me i ran away crying!
The most popular and cutest guy in school Jake asked me out the next day , of course i said yes.
So we went out on a couple dates. One day when me and keven start talking again he thought i was cheating on him. I told him i wasn't but he didn't believe me. So he told my dad to beat me with a baseball bat and he would pay him for it.
My dad did it i was shocked at what he did.
Jake came back the nect day on his knees sayin "im sorry i love you casey i dont no why i did that!" I was chocked. "I never should have done that would u ever forgive me?" I said i forgive you because i thought he loved me. I thought i loved him.
I always told my bestfriend Keven told me "you have to go to the cops about him and your dad you cant keep living like this!" I said "Jake lives me and i love him."
Kevin- no you dont you dont no what love is. You dont no love when you see it.
Casey-what are you trying to say. THAT NOBODY LOVES ME. THAT I AM JUST IN THIS WORLD FOR NO REASON. THAT I HAVE NOBODY TO LIVE FOR. WELL GUESS WHAT I HAVE A SISTER THAT NEEDS ME THERE FOR HER BECAUSE MY MOTHER AND SISTER WERE NEVER THERE. I HAVE TO TEACH HER WHAT LITTLE GIRLS NEED TO NO. SHE IS ONLY FIVE SBE DOESNT UNDERSTAND. SHE NEEDS SOMEBODY THERE FOR HER. (crying) SHE ALREADY LOST TO PEOPLE IN HER LIFE I AM NOT JUST GOING TO LEAVE HER BEHIND LIKE THAT. I DONT WANT HER TO GO THROUGH WHAT I WENT THROUGH. SHE NEEDS ME.
Kevin wiped my tears away and said "thats not what im saying im just saying you dont no love when you see it."
Casey- what now ur going to tell me you love me. If you loved you wouldn't have told the whole school what you told them!
Kevin- wow that really hurts for someone who left me behind to be popular when i was the only one there for you through think and thin. YOU DIDN'T EVEN SAY SORRY BUT IM THE WRONG ONE!
Casey- wow um this is really happening i dont have nobody and now you hate me to.
Kevin- look i dont hate you im just trying to tell you i love you but you dont see that you think jake loves. If he really loved you he would no ur my bestfriend and he wouldn't tell your dad to best you with a bat but you just dont see it.
Casey- kevin why didn't you tell me?
Kevin- Casey i tried bt you never listened but you can go to jake hes probably looking for you anyway.
I wondered for days what i should say to kevin. Every time i was with jake all i coupd think about was kevin.
One day, i accidentally called Jake, Kevin and he got so angry he told m u dad to cut me and beat me.
Casey- why would you do this to me?
Jake- cause you dont deserve a good life.
Casey- i do deserve a good life if your so angry why dont you just kill yourself.
Jake- who do you think your talking to.
Casey- (i just sat there with silence thinking why he did this. I didnt deserve this or this life. I was thinking kevin was right. While my dad hit me and cut me i was crying so hard. I was trying to yell for help but the words didn't come out and i knew nobody would come save me anyway. As my dad did this i could see Anna peaking her head in the room. I told her to run. She ran as fast as she could to get help.)
By time help came i had blacked out Kevin was gone and my dad was in hand cuffs.
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