LIFE is a jerk while DEATH is depressed - kawaii kitten 75

Life is overrated

Regular people right now would probably be watching t.v , playing pokemon go and doing useless things like that well right now I am trying to kill a guy with a 10 inch red stiletto and running away from the mafia.ha and death said I can't muilt-task Wait when I tell him I am getting paid today I should start from the beginning so your not lost well this all started when I was still alive well half alive I am not a ghost nor am I a demon that crawls through the t.v to scare the living shit out of you I'll explain later  I was dying from stomach cancer from the scans it was no way of saving me I had lit up like a Christmas tree i was in the hospital I didn't want to go home I was in to much pain I seen my little sister crying over me sobbing saying she was sorry I was just rubbing her head crying my step mom acting like she was sad but she wasn't everyone knew it even the nurse  she was happy that I was dying that she wasn't worrying about raising a bad little boy and a good little girl but I wasn't sad about dying at all I was sad about me not being there for my little sister only family she has now is my dad but he's just a little puppet for my step mom I hate her my dad always said that hate is a strong word but hate seems like saying she was a butt head compared to what I really feel about her I want to hit her with some knowledge on how to raise a kid and teach her how to cook food because I had food poisoning some many times I can't count once while I was cleaning she "tripped over a plant " it stained the white  living room carpet for weeks that bitch I love my dad but sometimes I just want to slap him but I can't because of my little sis I love her death ha death joke I was dying of course It hurt like a bitch I couldn't eat I can't sleep my sister wouldn't let me just when I thought I was going to die he showed up and so did she death and life life is a girl death is a guy they are complete opposite of each other she is short he's tall she's blonde he has black hair she has blue eyes he has grey she has tan skin he has pale skin so they showed up death smiling she going crazy talking about how life is important and you should live your life to the fullest he saying nothing just smirking at me God have mercy on my heart oh my God staph "who are you smiling at death " she finally takeing notice of home smiling he only pointed at me and nodded she turned "sorry about that suger didn't mean for you to see that " she said in a thick  southern ascent I smiled "seeing as I am dying I can under stand why you didn't want me to hear that but your wrong " " about what ?" she completely confused he stopped smiling and looked at me shocked I looked around the room my little sister still crying my step mother fake crying on my dad's shoulder my dad knowing that he's going to get laid they obloious to what was happening in the room I didn't respond to her answer but said "life is short as they say but that's not true life is only short to people unlucky and life is long to people who are lucky mine for instance my life is short I have done nothing usefully to anyone other than my friends and those around me only they and god knows my life but I am gratefully happy about my life I don't need silly experiences that will be gone in a heart beat I love my sister she is my purpose I am her guardian Angel of some sorts so you are a fool to think that but I am a fool to jugde you "