Alex is a "normal" girl, or that's how it seems. Alex lost her mom but she cant remember how and her dad has been working 24/7 she rarely ever gets to see him. Alex has complications expressing her feelings so she keeps them locked away , most people call her depressed, She doesn't believe it until so many people tell her and convince he that she is. Her life eventually changes for the best?..
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Alex P. O. V
"Autumn!" I screamed as I seen my crush I ran up to her and hugged her tightly "Hey Alex" Autumn said unamused "How are you today Autumn~~" I asked "I'm Doing Fine, what about you?" 'I love you I can see you so I'm great' I thought "I'm Good" I replied they walked to they're class I got the window seat in the back as Autumn sits in the front on the right corner next to the door, for half the class I stare at Autumn as she takes her notes and the the other half I stare out the window and put my head phones in and stare at the clouds moving by and occasionally at the airplanes that pass. As im staring off into an unknown realm of daydreams I snap back into reality by this girl, she has black hair put in a pony tail with her bangs out, her pale face went well with her black hair, She pulls out one of my headphones and tells me the teacher wants to see me I sigh and walk up to the teachers desk "Yes Sir?" I ask "Are you Okay?" He questions "Yes Sir I am why do you ask?" I ask "Well you always seem like your not here and I'm kinda worried about you but let me know if there is anything bothering you, okay?" He said "I Will Sir" I reply and walk back to my desk the girl with black hair sitting in front of me asked me what he wanted "uhh... " I look over at autumn then quickly back at the girl "He wanted nothing" I Said "If you say so, I'm Renagade by the way" she replied I raised an eyebrow "Renagade.. That's cute" I mumble "Whatcha listening too?" Renagade asked "Ahaha nothing" I replied she went to reach for one of my headphones but the bell rang and I quickly grabbed all my stuff a ran out the class room I leaned against the lockers waiting for Autumn to walk out of the class room when I saw her we walked together up to the roof we never go to the next class cause it's history. As usual she sits on a chair that's near the doorway and stairwell and I walk over to the ledge and lift myself onto it and I just start walking. I reach into my pocket and pull out the pack of cigarettes and take the lighter out my other pocket and light the cigarette as im walking Autumn looks at me and the corners of her mouth go up to form a quick smile then go back down "Why do you always walk on the ledge?" she questions "Because it makes me feel like I could fall at any moment but if I keep walking I won't I feel some kind of freedom doing this" I reply "Why do you smoke?" she questioms again "Because it slowly kills me and it's not like I need to be here anyways" I reply coldly Autumn huffs "Well you mean a lot to me" she says "Yeah right" I glare at her "What? Do you not believe me?" she asks "Not really" I reply "Last time I checked I am like one of the only people you talk to" she taunts "I have more friends its not just you" I persuade I jump off the ledge near Autmn cause we got a minute till next class starts and we cannot be tardy.
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At the end of the school day I walk Autumn home as usual as I drop her off she hugs me and we say our goodbyes.
As I'm walking my way home I see this house with colored lights flickering every which way and hear there speakers thudding its turns out to be the house im always at when they're throwig a party I walk in the house I make my way through the crowd reaching where the liquor is and I get a cup of some Smirnoff and head over to where the ledge is near the window farthest from the door and sit on it then I light a cigarette and take a puff than breathes out i was there till midnight I take my bag and pack the bottle of Smirnoff in my bag and I wave the DJ good bye and walk out as I'm walking I take the bottle out and I start drinking it as I'm walking I reach a bridge as im walking im thinking and then I decide to get on the ledge of the bridge and I start walking down it as I'm walking this car screeches to a hault and someone jerks open their car door a screams at me "Don't Jump!" I look at them in shocked in that one short brief moment a bunch of cars stop and everyone is trying to convince me to move off the edge I just stand there I shock not expecting any of this to happen someone has already alerted the police and now their sirens are wailing down to the bridge and now I'm standing there with the police and reandom strangers surrounding me and everyone screaming at me to move off the ledge but yet I feel frozen in place, every muscle in my body freezes as if its ice freezing over a lake as im standing there with all these people screaming at me but all I hear is a ringing and a scared feeling of what is yet to come of me. Do I jump? Do I walk away?
