Right now I'm just sitting down in my seat looking out the window on the plane, we've been flying for two hours
Now and we have a lot more to go
Every now in then I catch derick looking at me and smiling like crazy and it's just creepy but I know why he's doing it
Hey umm...you do know that your my brother now so we can't do anything you know cause that would be weird and very very disgusting...you do know that right . I asked in a duh tone
Oh please of course I know that that is so disgusting to even think about I was just starring at you to warn you what your getting yourself into . He said smiling while looking down shaking his head
Wh-what do you mean warn me what I'm getting into this is supposed to be a good thing moving to new York getting a new family seeing my mother happy is supposed to be a good thing tell me that this is a good thing . I said while starting to freak out
Oh no I'm not talking about all of this I'm talking about.....you know what I'm just gonna let you find out on your own..let's see how you like it here . He said while smiling
Why is he smiling this is nothing to smile about he is really weird but he's probably just messing with me
I sat up and looked behind me to see my mom and shawn all cuddled up sleeping they are so cute, I turned my head and looked at Jordan and Katherine Jordan was reading while Katherine was on her phone than out of nowhere they started arguing I already know that it's gonna be a handful living with those to
I started thinking since there's nothing better to do I'm just gonna do what I do when I'm board, I took out my headphones plugged them into my phone and and played firework by katy Perry, I took out my sketchbook and started drawing
~~~~~~~~~~~~SKIP TO LATER THAT DAY AT 9:00 AT NIGHT~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I was in my bedroom laying down on my bed looking at tv when all of a sudden I hear screaming and shouting
I jumped out of bed and ran into my mommy's room I saw my mommy and my daddy yelling and screaming at each other.....why
Mommy daddy what's happening . I asked as I walked up to them
Nothing princess go back upstairs into your bedroom and go to sleep . My daddy said
How can I got to sleep if the only thing I hear is yelling and screaming I can't go to sleep just please stop fighting please for me . I said as I poked out my lip
Awww baby girl okay will stop fighting okay just go back to bed and mommy will be up there in a minute okay
Okay mommy
I ran back upstairs and jumped into bed ready for a bedtime story when I heard glass break and screaming I got out of bed opened my door quietly and started to walk downstairs once I was down I walked down the dark hallway slowly and quietly
Mommy . I whispered
Mommy .I whispered again
Once I turned the corner into the living room I couldn't believe what I saw
MOMMY! . I yelled I ran over to her and pulled her off of daddy
DADDY! DADDY! . I screamed he was on the floor layed out unconscious with glass surrounding him but I kept shaking him
Baby girl get away get away from him! okay were okay now okay were okay . She said while pulling me into a hug but I pulled out of it
MOMMY WHY WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT TO DADDY! . I screamed I was so angry why why would she do this
Sweetie you don't understand he was about to-
NO MOMMY HOW COULD YOU I HATE YOU! . I ran upstairs crying my eyes out I ran in my room slammed my door and ran to the corner of my room
I slid down the corner and put my hands over my ears so I wouldn't hear my mother knocking on my door the only thing I could hear was the voices in my head
I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER.......
Nooooooo! . I screamed as I jumped up I looked around and saw nothing familiar to me than I realised and remembered that my mother and I moved in with shawn and his family which is now my family
My bedroom door busted open and I saw everybody running towards me
BABY GIRL WHAT HAPPENED ARE YOU OKAY! . My mom screamed as she touched my head and my stomach
And started to panic
Mom mom I'm okay I just had.....I just had a bad dream that's all . I Said as I smiled
Are you sure sweetheart . Shawn said wait what did he just call me I'm not he's sweetheart or his daughter
Don't call me that....EVER . I said as I frowned and looked at him he just frowned and smiled right back again
Well.....I'm just glad that your okay . He Said and walked out and so did jordan Katherine and Derek leaving only my mom and I
Sweetie could you just try to consider him . She said with frustration in her face and voice
Mom I don't know what it is but I just can't........I'm sorry . I said as I started to tear up I don't know what is wrong with me but I just can't call him my dad
Oh....Sweetie it's okay it's okay I know that your still trying to recover from your father leaving us for another family so.....let's just give this whole new family thing some time okay . She Said while smiling at the end
Okay mom......I love you
I love you to baby girl now get some sleep you have your first day at your new school tomorrow morning okay. She said while smiling kissing my forehead and walking to the door but before she left out she turned around
Goodnight Maya . She smiled
Goodnight mom . I smiled
And with that she walked out and I got comfortable in bed again I tried to go to sleep but I couldn't so I came up with anything idea
I got out of bed went to my dresser grabbed my headphones and phone and went back and layed in my bed after I layed down I turned on one of my favorite songs style by Taylor swift I than started to drift off to sleep listening to one of the most catchiest songs ever
