Ghb x reader sadstuck

~We'll meet again soon~

(Before the story starts I just want to say that this is kinda (KINDA) like the end of Anohana, even if you don't watch it you'll probably get it ^-^ btw Nashir is ghb)

(y/n)=your name
(h/c)=hair color
(e/c)=eye color
(f/t)=favorite tree

He ran,that's all he did. He screamed her name over and over.
The only response being its echo.
He loved her so much and it hurt him to think about the painful memories of the past.
Stopping at a tree he took short,quick breaths.
"What did I motherfucking do to deserve this?"
Closing his eyes he sobbed quietly.
Purple rivers streaming down his cheeks cleaning of the face paint off the skin beneath it.
"...(sobs) (Y/N)!!!"
he cried even harder knowing that he wasn't going to get a response.
"Nashir...."
his eyes shot open his head turning in the direction of the voice.
"Nashir......I....(sobbing)......I'm hiding"
"(y/n)...why the motherfuck are you hiding?"
"Find me......and... You'll see "(tears start to gather and soon stream down (y/n)s cheeks).
At this point he didn't give a shit anymore,he just wanted to see you again, to see that beautiful pair of (e/c) eyes staring into his,
That silky (h/c) that flowed so smoothly in the wind and smelled like fresh blooming flowers.
That laugh......it was a beautiful sound to him.
Your singing,
That beautiful voice that he would occasionally hear.
The sad part is that you were to shy to sing infront of him.
So you would sing when you thought no one could hear you...but someone did.
Nashir thought it was beautiful,
To him your song flowed smoother then the wind through your hair.
He started to run towards your voice, He soon stopped at a (f/t) tree.
He remembered this tree,
It was your favorite.
You would always sit underneath it with him watching the sun go down.
Occasionally you would fall asleep, he would just smile and carry you to his hive to put you in bed.
"(y/n)?"
He look at the trunk of the tree and sees a piece of folded paper,He walks over to the trunk of the tree and pick up the paper.
He opens it to show your handwriting.
~note~

To Nashir
I'm sorry I had to go so soon
I just want to say this before its too late
I'm flushed for you
I have been ever since we met
You mean so much to me
I'm sorry if you don't feel the same way I do.
I wish you the best future and all the happiness in Alternia.

Sincerely (y/n) <3

~end of note~

He cried even harder knowing that you wouldn't be with him long enough to be a part of his now dark and depressing future.
His indigo tears now stained the paper.
"I'm...im flushed for you too..lil mama"
You stood next to the tree listening to...everything.
He sadly could not see you now
But if you put enough energy into it then......
Maybe he could see you one last time.
He started to walk away.
Knowing that if he stayed here I wouldn't help.
He suddenly stops and remembers a game humans call hide and seek.
You loved that game
You would beg him to play it when you were bored.
He loved hearing you giggle as he walked around trying to find you.
He turns around to face the tree that you are now standing infront of. (he can't see you yet)
"Aren't we playing hide and seek?"
Your eyes widened.
He remembered?
"If I can't find you......then the game will never end"
You started crying even more,
He sat down facing the ground, rereading your letter
He gritted his teeth as more tears fell,landing on the piece of paper that was now almost completely purple due to his tears.
"Where are you"
Your head fell to look at the ground.
"(Sobbing) WHERE THE MOTHERFUCK ARE YOU?!"
You flinched at his loud voice that echoed throughout the forest.
"Please....(sobbing harder) where are you?"
You needed to see each other,you didn't care if you would fade faster.
At least he would see and hear your finale goodbye, and that's what you did.
Putting all the spiritual energy into letting him see you was hard but would be worth it.
(He can now see you)
"(Sobbing) I'm sorry Nashir"
Hearing this his head shoots up to the front of the tree.
Your eyes lock and stare in silence.
"(y/n)?"
He slowly starts to get up and move towards the tree fearing that he was imagining your figure.
Soon he was infront of you,
You look up at him sadly smiling.
(Btw he can touch you...sounds weird)
He picks you up and hugs you, not wanting to ever let go.
" I'm sorry I have to leave so soon Nashir"
He looks at you sadly with tear glazed eyes,
"Please don't leave me lil mama..(sobs) I need you in my life and my future"
You cry harder knowing that this is your fault
"Nashir...I.........i can be reincarnated......if you want..." His eyes are still glazed with tears but filled with happiness and sorrow.
"How long will it take lil mama?......I want you here...no I NEED you here"
"It'll take a while but I be the same way I am now...but you know alive"you laugh a little
He looks at you with sadness still lacing his eyes.
"How long?"
"Three months..."
He looks at you with his eyes widened a little.
He hugs you tighter
"Take all the time you need lil mama......just not to long"
You look at him slightly smiling
"Time flys by so don't worry, I'll be back before you know it."
"Tell me when to come back to the tree"
"Three months from today"
"I'll be here waiting lil mama"
With that you started to fade in his arms.
He was sad but knew it wouldn't be that long before he could see you again.

(WELL DAMN sorry if it ain't good ;u; I tried
It's my first fanfic so plz don't hate meh.
I just want to say that I know nothing about reincarnation so do ask about the three month thing o-o.
Also you can suggest story's in the comments,
btw I don't write lemons as of now xD,I JUST END UP BEING A BLUSHING MESH AND IT CAN BE AWKWARD SOMETIMES XD)