The Last Note

The meeting

Stupid, stupid me.
Why did I need to meet him? Urgh...of course I knew it. Its just that we have been friends for so long and it just felt so wrong to confess him this over a mere phone call. At least he deserved this much.
I was nervous, that's the least best way to explain how I felt. Most importantly how I looked, which I would described as umm okay. Apparently it was one of my bad hair days and after an hour of trying to fix my hair I settled on a messy bun. Now it looked like my hair was bombarded with chicken. I glanced at my watch, I was going to be late that meant no time to fix it again. After tossing and turning all my clothes from the cupboard which looked like it survived a major catastrophe, I settled for a black dress, because they said -when in doubt, go LBD. It was a decent full sleeved fit and flare black dress and I felt somewhat confident after I wore it. I wanted this day to be imprinted in both our hearts. Half an hour more to go.
I twisted the lock and drove to the lake side park. After twenty minutes of sweaty palms, nervous glances at the watch, and slow moving traffic I reached the place. He was here, I knew it. He always was ahead of time, ahead of me.
His back was turned. I stood there taking in his profile like it was the last time. I let out the breath I didn't know I was holding in. He turned back, I paused my clumsy walk, and we both saw each other and smiled.
I wanted to die. There was no way I was going to say it today. I knew the things that were to come. I weighed my option of turning back and running to my car, but that was impossible because I chose to wore red heels. Why? Because it screamed confidence. Okay stupid of me.
He wore a white shirt and blue denims just the way I liked it. He knew today was the day. We walked slowing taking small steps. If the world was to end, now was the perfect time. God are you listening? No, I guess because nothing of that sort happened. We stopped at an arms distance. I held my hand up in the air and waved him whispering a hi. Okay that wasn't awkward at all. Was it?
'Hi' , he replied back.

Hi ! People 😀
This is my first story...and after days of scratching and scribbling I ended up with this... I know The first chapter ain't too good. But if even one person it I'll write further 😃 please please please read it and tell me how it is..... I would love the critics too... And if this piece has any mistakes please point out I would be more than glad to correct it