Towards Dawn

ek axhi aurat ko axha mard r buri aurat ko bura mard

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This story just hold few chap. I would really appreciate if u guys read and tell me how u like it cuz the story itself is amazing erumkhan1989. I just want to clear some points. I m not the too much Islamic type bandi but I can try.

P.S: the ayat's translation are just its reference.

P.S.S: help me if u found I wrote something wrong.

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Fariya's POV:

"Aur har axhi aurat ko axha Mard r har burey aurat ko bura mard milega..."

I read the words in front of me and however I felt something broke in me. Didn't I deserve Hussain? I was never a good woman than how Hussain came into my life and my fate wrote him as my husband. I took a deep breath but that unwanted feeling wasn't leaving me.

I turn my head towards my right and found that precious gem of my life,and for him I can give up on anything,my husband...My Hussain.
He was offering his salah and his face shows just peacefulness. Why I m not in that peace,I want peace too. I lump a gulp and bit my lips harder until that warm substance didn't oozes.

I sat their staring him. He turn his head to left and ended his namaz,I want to avert my gaze from his face but his face,his eyes,his shining Beard everything of him was so mesmerizing that how much I try I miserably fail every time. He furrown at me but I didn't blink,I can't.

"Kaha khogae mahtarma"he swept his hand in front of me and I shook my head. "Kahi nhi"I try to smile but can't,but he nodded. He rose his hands to pray and I heard him silently sobbing,but why I never cry in my prayers??why I never sob?

I felt a warm hand on my free palm and broke my thoughts. "What happened fariya??" Hussain asked me with concern.

"I m OK hussain,trust me." I assured him but being a stubborn he never listen." Namaz phrtey hue jhoot bol rahi ho,kitni galat bat hai"he said with sad face and I smile at his gesture. We both sat their in complete silence but that silence wasn't comfortable for me.

Hussain's POV:

Na jaane is ladki ko ek dum kya hogya. We both sat their in silence but that silence wasn't comfortable like something was eating her inside.
"Hussain kya mai ap ko deserve nhi krti thi"she asked breaking the silence but I furrown in confusion that why after so many years of our marriage she asked that question.
"Huh??"I didn't get her but she continued seeing everywhere but me."Boliye na??I shouldn't be in your life???right" she bit her lower lips and I hold her hand firmly.
"Why u r asking such question Fari"I asked and she shook her head like she will end up crying if I say yes,but why would I say something like that to her.
"Hussain...see in this ayat its written that a good woman will get good man while the bad one will got bad and I am bad. I was bad and I will always be bad"tears rolled down her eyes and she start sobbing.
I raise her chin with my finger and thumb and wipe her tears.
"Kis be kaha tm buri ho?,kxne kaha tm buri thi?,kx ne kaha tm hmesha buri rahogi"I shook my head with a smile." Is ayat ka MATLAB kuch r hai Fari,Allah is referring to those woman who were never good and u know the best part of this ayat"__I took a deep breath nd continue"Allah ne kuch mard r aurto ki rehbumai k liye un k naseeb mai axhey Mard r aurtein likhdi hai" she saw me with bloodshot eyes.

"I myself wasn't a good man fariya_ I was a playboy of my school,I never care about anything,I never care about my akirah" I pulled my fingers from her chin and stare at the white wall as the young carefree hussain rush in my mind.
"But u know what tehreem came in my life,however I was mistaken that we both were destined but she came like a new wave in my life that...that change everything. She told me what my rabs want,however she was just a string that connect me from my ran but she do. I smile and saw fariya with glim expression.
"Ap tehreem se mohbat krtey they kya,shyd apko tehreem hi milni chaiye thi"she said as a tear rolled down and I shook my head. "Tehreem se Maine mohbat nhi ki thi fariya,wo bx ek tarah ki lagan thi,shyad uski rohani shaksiyat ki waja se,tehreem was never for me she came in my life just to change me,aur tm sahi kehti ho mjhe koi tehreem jxi milni chaiye thi___" I saw tears roll down her eyes and I bit my inner cheeks to suppress my laughter.

"A girl who never saw na mehram,a girl who never dated,a girl who loves Allah, a girl who only love to read Quran___but if I want that type of girl I also want to be like her__ but you know what opposite opposite attracts and I got a girl who was opposite from me but near to my heart. She fight for her love and change herself for his husband and I can never be more thankful to Allah for giving u"I gently wipe her tears and smile and she saw me in awe.

"To mai ek axhi aurat huna??" She said with hope in her eyes and I nodded. "Bhttt axhi ladki ho"I assure her and next moment she was in my arms hugging my like their is no tomorrow.
"It means I deserve u,it means u love me,it means I am not a bad woman" I chuckle and gently patted her back with a nod.
"Fariya tm r main dono ek hi rastey par hai...hm dono hi koyela thay r hme mai se heera tarshane wali wo thi r tm mai shyad mai"

"Humari taqdeer likhne wala wo rab kxi ko kahali hath nhi rkhta"

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Sorry I m such a horrible writer but I m trying so here u go with first chap of fariya and hussain.

erumkhan1989 I hope Api u will like it...it's not as good as u wrote but I hope u will appreciate every part and also u will correct my mistake.

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