Beauty so present in her aura, that it transcends past our current state. state meaning the distance between us, but still can't no one take her place. separated , but connected ; I feel her without physical contact and mentally she's there and i think that's all that. but i know if we were face to face I'll be bashful in her presence and I hope she'll understand that i might not be able to manage. looking at her, taking her in for all that she is , might arise fear coming from my lack of confidence. still hard to believe, that the love she has could be given only to me. and I'm not saying she has a history of infidelity , but I'm sure others see what i see.
-mb
