Bipolar Love

I love you

"I love you," I whisper into his ear. He just smiled and walked away. I didn't chase after him. Not this time. I pull out my phone. Fuck 4 missed text from my dad. I just told his best friend I loved him. I walked in the direction of my dad's house. It's 10 at night and I'm walking home in the dark while it's raining. I pushed my blue bangs out of my eyes and continued to walk while I shivered from being cold.

"Looks like you need a ride," my dads best friend says to me from inside a car.
"Yeah, isn't it obvious," I retorted getting into his charger. Anxiety taking over so I just tried to play it of as being cold. No one knows about my anxiety. Or that I cut. Or that I get bullied everyday at school. I looked out the window as the car came to a halt. I get out saying my thanks to Alex.

I walk into my dad's house and see him standing in the doorway to the living room. His arms crossed over his chest and a stern look on his face. "Look I know you're really upset but I was coming home from work. No one was able to give me a lift and then Alex showed up and gave me a ride the rest of the way home," I tell him. His anger turned In to a smile. Fuck that's the scariest part about my dad. He pulled me into a hug not caring if I was soaked. "I know. I sent Alex. I also called your best friend to see where you were," he laughed.

"Alex!" My father exclaimed. Sure enough Alex was standing behind me. Oh by the way Alex is 20 and my dad is like 49. "I'm going to take a shower then I'm heading to bed because I'm fucking exhausted." I yell as I head to the bathroom.

After getting dressed for bed I heard a knock on my door. "Yea," I say and Alex pokes his head in. "Hey I was just going to leave. I wanted to say goodbye. I love you know that right. I know I didn't say it earlier but I was in a bad mood," he told me. I just nodded. Then without thinking I hugged him. He was shocked at first then pulled me really close for a tight embrace. I looked up at him and he said he had a surprise for me this weekend and that he would be picking me up from school on Friday and coming to get my bags with everything that I'll need for a weekend packed.

I didn't go to sleep that night at least not until 4 in the morning. He was playing with my heart. That's the conclusion I had made. After that I don't know what happened cause the next thing I knew was I was being yelled at by Pierce The Veil. Ok not technically getting yelled at then but my alarm was King For A Day by them.

I showered and got dressed into my high waisted skinny jeans and a crop top. Fuck dress codes. I thought as I put on my leather jacket and walked downstairs saying a quick goodbye to my dad.

School went by fast and I was walking outside to leave and saw Alex leaning against his motorcycle. Then a jock came up and pushed me into the side of the school. Before I knew it the jock was on the ground and Alex was helping me up. Once I was up he continued to hold my hand. Great. I heard a couple of jocks yell something and all the got for a reply was Alex turning around and flipping them off. I laughed and kisses his cheek. Then I got onto his motorcycle and we left for the mall.