Never Perfect

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I trusted you

And that was my first mistake.

My second mistake

Was believing that you loved me.

My third one was the biggest mistake

I believed you when you gave me hope.

And by trusting and believing everything you said

Made me happy, full of hope, love.

And when you left

It tore me apart.

It broke me.

It made me fall apart.

When you left you took the old happy me with you.

I don't know who I am anymore.

I can't figure out the real me from the me that was made up to please you.

Was it worth it?

Was it easy telling me all those beautiful lies ?

I wake up every morning checking my phone to see if you called or texting.

Every time is a disappointment.

Just

Like

Me

I want to be something more.

But I feel empty inside.

All

The

Time

I just want to feel something other than sadness.

I see you every once in a while.

I don't know why.

I'll never forget you.

I loved you.

I still love you.

I wish it wasn't too late.