September 19th 2012
Today I woke up at 7.15am - another day, another horrible day in this horrible world.
Since the day I moved to UK, i had been bullied day by day. Living in United Kingdom was the dream of my life, until it became reality. It felt like a nightmare.
Everybody in my class were always prettier and smarter, so they had always something to point at. There was always something wrong with me, or with the way I dressed.
I was the loser from Estonia, I wasn't welcomed there.
Even if it was high school, all students in my class were very childish. It felt like I was in kindergarten. They all made jokes on me.
After another horrible school day, I went to my room. I was lucky, because I lived alone in my room, until September 19th.
There he was, Jason - my new roommate.
He looked deem handsome, and his perfume - i though i was going to swoon. "Hi, i'm Jason from Ireland, hope we'll have good time" said he, and hugged me hard.
"Oh! Hi, i'm Desiree, from Estonia." was my response.
I was in 7th heaven.
Jason went to the kitchen and said: "I made some pizza for us, hope it's okay?!" Of course it was okay, it was even more. I went to the kitchen and we ate pizza, it tasted wonderful.
We talked about everything and we became good friends. I told him about bulling and stuff. He hugged me hard and kissed me on my cheek, "Everything will be okay, until i'm here with you".
We stood up half night, watching movies, eating, cuddling and talking.
He felt asleep before i did, i could not sleep. I spent the other half of my night thinking of him.
I was deeply in love with him, Jason.
