Princess Blood

freak out

after new year the realisation of everything hit me and I kind of had a mental break down.

*3rd of January*

I couldn't take it any more. I'd tried running away many times and I got close 2 or 3 times but then they came to the conclusion because my power was so mean and torturous they would keep me caged away.

I later found out that the only reason I was so calm on the first day was because of that god for saken peter. he has the power to control emotions and so he calmed me down on the first day.

the new school term was coming up soon and i'm sure the media had picked up on my absence yet nobody cared enough to come find me. my dad rang every day to make sure I was still alive ... or at least still talking. to be completely honest I don't even know where I am. I haven't seen daylight in a good week or so.

when I was in my room alone I would climb up on the celling and hang there practicing what I could do with my powers. I hurt Daniel and peter on a regular basis and they still weren't used to it. i'd shoot a lightening bolt through my finger and then watch it bounce from wall to wall until eventually it would return back to me (not that I needed it, I had unlimited amount of it) but when it hit me I felt pain but it was enjoyable and soon became a habbit I guess like self harm but vampire style.

the thing that exhilarated me the most about this activity was that I didn't know when it was going to happen and the suspense  nearly kills me.

*6th of January*

i'm sure it was into the school term now.

Daniel and peter are now feeding me animal blood instead of human blood to try and make me weaker but it's not working I still shoot them a bolt every time they enter my cage.

they started introducing me to humans to see if I can bare it. I can with immense strength but they don't believe me. I want to go back to the real world. please. let me go.

*some time in February I lost count*

so right now; I can turn my powers on and off; I can bare humans; I should be sitting my G.C.S.E.'s but no. so i'm going to have a terrible life thanks to these people. uugh. I want to see my dad and I bargained with them aswell. I said i'd stop shocking them every time I see them if they let me see my dad but apparently that is too much to ask.

I now have a window in my room so I can see the people in the alleyway. from what I got this alley is prostitute alley. many people come and go, some girls like to linger and wait for men to come they would go into their cars and drive away just like that.

they didn't realise how lucky they were to be on the outside ... at least they had freedom ...

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