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how could this be happening to me?

I don't understand when you truly start feeling numb 

how can I feel everything but nothing all at the same time 

when does life stop throwing things your way

I try to keep my eyes wide open to be aware 

but I've realized its life closing on me  

                                                                                                 maya 

                                                                                          (truly by jacky)




MAYA'S POV:

"Maya... maya! MAYA!" Riley said shaking me uncontrollably 

I had shut myself down 

Ive learned to do that when I don't want to hear or think about whatever is happening in the moment 

I do this often 

"maya please say something ... please." Riley said desperately 

Her brown eyes trying to grip me back to this bay window but all Im doing is cracking just like her voice. 

"Maya I promise that i'll always still be here and that you can call whenever you need someone. No forget it you can call whenever of whatever! You can even call just to tell me what you ate for dinner for all I care but just call!" 

Her eyes were redder than anything and I wondered if it they felt like a wound 

She cried so much I was afraid her tears would turn to blood 

" For how long?" I asked 

" For how long what?" she asked confusingly grabbing my chin

" For long will you be gone in Canada?" I ask taking an extensive breath, trying to calm down.

The more I tried hiding my shaky breathing the more the tears ran down

" Its may so in about 5 months, I should be back here with you peaches by November." She speaks softly 

" Riles please promise me you won't meet another rebellious broken blondie." I sadly laugh 

" Of course maya your the only one or me." she sniffles while giving me a warm light smile 

"Thunder!" I yelled softly 

"Lightning!" she held our hands together 

"Well il leave you to pack but before I go riles I think we should hang out once more before you leave tomorrow in the morning." I say getting up from the bay window as she packs her luggage

gosh it hurts, who knew your  Best friend, who you do everything with, would be leaving you specially on the worst times 

but she doesn't know, she doesn't need to know anymore 

" Yeah okay see you at 7:30pm here at the bay window"

I give her a small nod and crawl out the window 

who knew someone so special would be leaving but someone just as special would approach 

and thats where it all starts 



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hey loves!

Im hoping you guys are enjoying this story! sorry this chapter is short!

My quinceañera was about 3 days ago and One of my gifts was a Macbook air! 

Meaning MANY UPDATES TO COME! I will also be updating my other story 

BUT IM BACK!!! and I'm so excited because it was harder with a phone but now this feels better

EXTRA INFO:

maya's age: 17

Riley's age: 16

lucas' age: 17 about to turn 18! 

farkle's age: 17

well love you guys!

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