I'm dead. I have no clue how or why. All I know is that it's the best thing that ever happened to me. Chris doesn't know either, or at least he won't tell me if he does.
Chris is my best friend. We've known each other since kindergarten. We tell each other everything. The only thing he doesn't know about me is that I'm in love with him.
Yeah I know it's cliché. Secretly being in love with your best friend. But I mean tell me you've never thought about your best friend that way. I mean you tell them everything, they're always there for you, they've seen you at your worst and your best. Who wouldn't want that every day for the rest of their lives?
There's only 2 problems; A) he's Asexual and B) we're both dead. He's just perfect; he's smart and sweet and tall and we both love the same things and he just makes me feel safe.
Now I get to spend eternity laughing and joking and being childish with him. We get to be 15 forever.
Some times I forget that I'm dead. I jump into water with my eyes closed and my nose plugged. Then I just let go. It's like I'm drowning but I'm in control. It's the most perfect thing I've ever felt. I feel more alive than I ever did during my actual life.
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I'm drowning. But I love it.
ParanormalI'm drowning and no one can save me. That's because I won't let them. I don't wanna be saved, I just wanna know what happened to me.
