One Word
That’s all it takes
Call someone beautiful
Their all smiles
Call someone ugly
Waterfalls
What about me?
It takes more than one word to get to me.
Ugly
Slash!
B*tch
Slash!
Retard
Slash!
Useless
Slash!
Then again, I’m a liar.
Each word is slapped into my mind like the girls do to my face at school. I don’t mind, more pain the merrier right?
Is that normal? To welcome pain like God welcomes us in heaven?
Where are my parents when you need them? To tell their daughter that she’s beautiful? That she’s the light of their world, the joy of their life?
Oh wait. They’re gone, like the wind.
I’m alone
Forever alone
So where do I stay might you ask?
On a bench in the park of course
I think the blade has been used enough today
Guess it’s time to tuck it away in my backpack
It seems a bit chilly tonight
I lied, it’s lightly snowing
Let’s see if I can survive another night
It’s a continuous game
Never ending
My eyes flutter as I fight the sleep, but I give into it like I gave into pain.
Goodnight
…
…
…
…
…
Its morning and it seems a bit warmer
Wait, I lied again
There’s a blanket on me, but it’s not mine.
And there’s a note
It reads:
Hey Beautiful,
On you is my favorite blanket that my grandmother made me before she passed away. Don’t worry, you’re worth it.
Don’t stop fighting and don’t give in. Stay beautiful.
With much love,
Smiles
I feel warmth inside of me
A warmth that I haven’t felt in so long. I feel my lips curve upwards into a smile.
It’s been three long years
And I feel,
Happy
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