MAYBE I was stupid for thinking everything that had happen could be thrown under the rug but it just seemed like harry LOVED to bring up the past ... All the un-resolved stuff that had transpired between us , he would never let it go , he wanted to talk about , every and anything . Talk . Talk . Talk . Talk .
"How about we talk about you in stead " I know how daring was I to flip the script on Harry , right ? Wrong .
" WHAT ABOUT ME ?! Everything I did we discussed . This is why we'll never be able to talk without arguing because you never want to talk about ANYTHING . You want to know why ? Because your a pussy ! And you scared of your own faults and don't want to own up to any of them " He was turning red and the veins in his neck were starting to become visible .
" What have I done to you, that you cant possibly cant get over !? " Believe it or not I seriously wanted to hear this shit .
" YOU FUCKING LEFT ME . I WAS ALONE FOR 7 MONTHS . AND NOTHING CHNAGED BECAUSE YOUR STILL A SELFISH BITCH THAT NEVER APOLOGIZE TO ME . " He screamed at me like a little kid " YOU NEVER EVER LISTEN TO WHAT I TELL YOU ! I SPECIFICALLY SAID DONT BECOME FRIENDS WITH REGINA AND LOOK WHAT HAPPEN ?! . YOU DONT KNOW HOW TO MAKE UP YOUR MIND . YOU CRUSHED MY HEART ON THE ROOF . YOU KISSED CHAD . YOU WENT ON A DATE WITH PERCY . BUT NOOOO , JORDAN NEVER EVER DOES ANYTHING WRONG , HARRY'S ALWAYS WRONG ! You just don't get it .... You even waited to tell me you were pregnant .... " .
Way back when me had the hugest argument of our lives in the field , he thought I knew I was pregnant and I was hiding it from him when I really wasn't but he just didn't seem to take my word for it .
" I DIDNT KNOW . HOW MANY TIMES AM I GOING TO TELL YOU !? I DIDNT FUCKING KNOW , I DIDNT FUCKING KNOW AND I DIDNT FUCKING KNOW . What do you want me to say ? " I exclaimed . Was I turning red ? Yes . I was under a lot of pressure right now . This was all of a sudden blowing up in my face now and I was pretty un-fair knowing I came into this argument un-loaded with reasons why I hated him when he seem to be un-loading on me aim-lessly .
" YES YOU DID . No girl just turns up pregnant you dumb ass . Im not stupid " He claimed .
The only thing I couldn't deny was Harry's knowledge on girls body . He knew more then I did and I was a fucking girl .
" And If I was ? What the hell were you going to do ? You would still treat me like a side-show girl . " My voice was starting to cracking I wanted to cry so bad but I could hold it for just a tad bit longer ...
" Why would I do that ? You were the possible mother of my child ... I would never do that . I would've did everything I possibly could to take care of not just the baby but both of us , I told you that ." Harry continued " But you know what ... You are just another ' Side-Show girl ' and you proved that to me ."
Harry was making me look like a total ass of my-self ..... I felt sucky .... I didn't want to be a side show girl to him ...He was wrecking my stomach and emotions right now .
" Come on don't say that " I pouted . I reached for his hand but the closer I got to him the more steps he took back .
" And another thing ..... I'm not sorry for shit , you deserve everything I did to you . Your just like every other girl , I knew eventually the popularity would get to you . " He looked at me ... with a look he had never ever given to me . " Your an air head " he muttered as he started off to his car .
Then it all clicked back , all the way back when I had first dyed my hair red and people were starting to noticing me Harry had told me " Eventually the popularity is going to get to your head , I give you 2 weeks " .
