Sometimes we put ourselves through the craziest shit just to be with the person we love..........but the love I had for him is the type of love you hate.
I know, what a way to start a story. All I can think about is how I found myself back in the same situation after 5 years. Yes I said 5 years, dealing with the same ain't shit nigga. I mean this man has put me through some shit you won't believe. I'm talking about having a baby with my cousin and everything. I grew up in Brooklyn with my mom Trina and my two sisters Lisa and Laura. My dad came around when he felt like it because most of the time he was doing his own thing, that barely involved taking care of his family.
Well I know you're wondering my name and shit. I go by "Chas" but my real name is Lauren. How the fuck did I get "Chas" out of the name Lauren right? My full name is Lauren Chasity Jones, so you should get it by now. This so called of a man I mentioned earlier goes by the name "Ghost" but I don't call him that shit. His real name is Darren Harrison. It doesn't really matter because I call him daddy, especially when he's putting that work in the bedroom. Truthfully that's what probably had me leave my old boyfriend for him. I mean the way he puts that tongue to action would feel like my soul disconnected from my body.
Darren and I met through my best friend Kaylee. Ghost and Kay are first cousins and were always close since they were younger. When I first laid my eyes on him I just knew I needed him in my life. I was about 15 and he was 18. He would always flirt when I came around, but you know I had to front so he wouldn't think I was on him too much. This one day we were all at Kay's house and I couldn't front any longer. Darren had his fresh shape up with his hair all curly. All I wanted to do was walk up to him and kiss his sexy brown skin ass.
I had went to the kitchen to pour me some juice and he followed right behind me, talking about " why you always act like you're to good." Right after that I just started tongue kissing him all crazy. Forget about the small talk. Kay was in the living room all into this show she watched every Monday so she wasn't paying us no mind. Ghost looking all excited said "damn it's like that." He picked me up and started walking to the back where Kaylee's room was. As soon as he placed me on the bed he put that tongue to work.
