Who Am I?

The Beginning

   It is third period history with the oldest hag in the world Mrs. Montgomery. She is talking about God knows what and I don't care. I'm currently listening to Voodoo by Ghost Town on full blast. I'm also reading a book called Impulse. The book was placed on the inside of my textbook. All the sudden my left ear plug was pulled OUT! I was about to cuss the guy out when a deep raspy voice said "Mcbitchy is coming this way."
   Shit I hide my book and throw my earplugs into my lap. I looked up and there she was the the old hag herself.
   "Detention Stella, maybe next time you will pay attention. If... If you can answer this question correctly I won't  give the rest of the week detention... what was the earliest collection of laws was?"

"The code of Hammurabi" I said. I learned this last year this was easy. I can't believe she thought I wouldn't  know that.  She looked pissed that I knew that. Just when she opened her ugly ass mouth again the bell rang. Saved by the bell. I gathered my stuff and left putting my earbuds back in Circles by Pierce the Veil was playing. My earbuds got pulled out AGAIN!!

"What the actual fuck do you want now," I basically yelled.

"Damn. I just wanted a thank you for earlier."

"I don't even know your name why in the hell would I thank you. I don't even care that I got detention so there is no point of thanking you." I just continued to walk getting irritated.

"My name is Corey by the way." He said oblivious to my attitude

"Ok Corey you seem to not get it. Leave me alone. I don't care who you are I don't like you. Now if you will excuse me I have to go to Calculus."

"I know we have the class together."

 What does he not get. Just go away. We arrived at the class I went straight for my usual seat in the back right corner. Finally alone. I sigh happily and focus back on my book. It was getting good. "What are you reading?" Frustrated I just ignored him. "Answer me Stella." I am trying not to punch this guy in the face cause if he doesn't he might end up with a black eye. "Stella answer me."

"I am trying to read here."

"Yeah I can see that. Which is why I want to know what you are reading."

"The book I am fucking reading is Impulse. Now will you leave me the fuck alone asshole."

"Damn. You are really passionate about reading aren't you."

"Yes now will you leave me the fuck alone. Would you?" He is seriously pissing me off.

"Whatever you say, you little ray of sunshine." He faces forward and I give him the finger. Finally a little piece of quiet.

"Um... that is my seat now move." The Queen of the heartless says. That's my name for the "popular" people. I look up to see a blonde hair blue eyes and too much cleavage showing bimbo named Jessica. God could this day get any worse.

"No thank you I always sit here," I replied using a monotone voice.

"Well you are sitting next to my boyfriend so move you cutter."

"Well why don't you and your little boyfriend go sit somewhere else than." 

"No thanks I want to sit here next to you," Corey say getting a gasp from his girlfriend and a frustrated growl from me.

"Just listen to your slut of a girlfriend and go sit by her as far form me as you can. I don't even like you so go away."

"What did you just say about me," a high pitched voice said

"I said that you are a slut. I didn't stutter so will you take your asswipe of a boyfriend and leave." I didn't know where this was coming I would never talk to anyone like I would usually obey to what they told me to do. She grunted in response grabbed the asshole named Corey and left. I could hear them argue from the front of the class I didn't care so I went back to reading my amazing book. That was until I heard the chair next to screech. I glanced over to see a pissed of Corey. "Did you and little miss heartless have a fight," I feigned innocence.

"Oh so now you want to talk, and she is not heartless."

"No not really, but let me ask you this how long have you two been dating for?"

"About two months... why?" Oh I feel bad but that is not going to stop me.

"Well last weekend I saw little miss heartless and Blake Burer making out."

"You are fucking kidding me right."

"Nope. It was quite gross seeing all that tongue action really. Like really did he need to grope her breast in public like I mean come on there were bathrooms right across the street." I mean did he have to stare at me while he did it he even looked guilty. Why would the school's bad boy feel guilty about out making with miss heartless I mean he is my number one bully AND my neighbor. He has a different girl over every single night and he can't he keep the noise down.

"FUCK... well I guessed I should have expected that I mean she really does show everything off all the time I mean I knew she was a slut in all but she is fucking sexy. But I didn't expect her to do that after what happened with Julian I mean come on she was fucking broken when she found that out..." The bell rang and we were dismissed and he was still rambling but I didn't give a shit so I started to walk away from him without him noticing damn that boy can talk. I was at the end of the hallway when I heard a clicking of heels fuck what does she want.

 "Why in the hell did you tell Corey that me and Blake was making out god you are such an attention whore that is the only reason you cut and everybody knows it. So why don't you go and kill yourself already." She sneered at me and with a slap to the face she walked off, that last bit sounded really appealing actually. All of the rest of my classes were uneventful and surprising so was lunch. At least I have detention so I don't have to go home yet.

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So right now I am in the school bathroom crying my eyes out because of the book I was reading. Yeah I know I am pretty pathetic. I get really emotional about everyone in my life I just can't handle anyone ever leaving me again, not ever again. So for detention I might as well get back to there I still have a little less than an hour till it is over. I got up and looked in the mirror luckily I wear waterproof makeup so it'll never run. God I look horrible my eyes are swollen and pink at least no one pays attention to me so nobody will notice I have been crying. I slowly make my way back to Mr. Wise our P.E teacher all he does is watch porn during detention. So he probably did not notice I ever left. I open the door and make my way to the back sit oh hell no Blake is sitting in my seat. "You are in my seat move." He looks up with no emotion on his face.

"Nah I don't feel like moving." He searches my face for any anger and his eyes land on mine and they go wide. "Have you been crying who hurt your feelings I swear." He grabbed my arm and I could feel him reopen last night facade. Fuck I need to get out of here fast.

"What will you do you don't even know me so I highly doubt you even care about my feeling so I will just be on my way since you don't seem like you are gonna move." God his face right now was scary he raised his and I automatically put my hands up to soften the blow instantly regretted it his eyes went to a dark green color. I freaked and ran. I could he him yelling my name and feet coming after me, my vision was getting blurry and I could feel the blood running down my arm just great he tore my stitches open too hopefully I'm not dripping blood on the ground and my ribs are burning hell but I couldn't remember that now. Finally I reached my bike I jumped on and start my bike and head out  to the woods. Where I can finally get some peace. For now...