/lōst/ adj.
- unable to find one's way; not knowing one's whereabouts
The perfect word that depicts my condition right now.
I never felt so lost my entire life. I feel so misplaced and baffled. It's like someone threw me in the middle of the ocean. And now I'm drowning, drowning in my own thoughts that I will never go back to that path where everything is in place, where everything is sensible.
It's distressing to wake up in the morning, standing in front of the mirror and just staring at it for minutes, looking for yourself. Have you ever wondered why are you still alive? Well in fact, we're all created just to be destroyed. No matter how hard you try, you'll always end up crying on the bathroom floor with that blade buried on your precious skin. Accept the fact that those hazel brown eyes of his will soon be the one to kill you. It's just a matter of timing. Or maybe, you'll feel everything at once, or maybe none at all.
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Lost
FanfictionDo you ever feel lost in your own zone or in your own place? Like you can't seem to recognize the path to where your destination is. Life is a maze. It has those twists and turns, and sometimes while you're on your journey, you may bump into a few p...
