Letters To my Alpha

Snow days

It was a long night all I thought about was Matty why would he leave me what was with the word mate and why was Nathan so protective over me? I would get answers today intact when we go on our walk in the woods I would ask and demand answers .

I dressed in a pair of black jeans with a white shirt that showed my shoulders and a brown leather jacket with a blue scarf .I left my hair hurled and down in my face it was snowing outside and I get cold easily .

We walked and sat in the snow by a tree .

"I need answers'' I said snuggling in his chest because I was cold not out of love .

''About'' he asked .

''What does the word mate mean ''I asked .

He sighed looking in the distance at a wolf .

''Its beautiful '' I said .

''Really '' he asked .

I nodded .''They are amazing creatures '' I said.

The wolf began to walk towards us .

I walked towards it .

It knelt its head down so I could pet it .

Nathan seemed mad that I was doing so .

I kissed its nose . ''You re a beautiful creature and I wish I was free like you ''I said

Nathan pulled me away ''Thats enough '' he said .

I hugged the wolf ''let me be'' I said .

It felt warm and I was not scared one bit which was strange .

"You never answered my question about what. mate is '' I said .

Nathan and he wolf froze .

''We have to tell her '' said Nathan .

I looked at him then I seen someone coming it was Sam .

''She has to leave '' said Sam .

''What's wrong '' said me and Nathan at the same time .

Sam looked t him for awhile .

''Take her inside ''said Nathan .

''No '' I said '' I have a job at the animal shelter and need to be there '' I said .

"Go '' said Nathan and bring her back afterwards .

And with that small dragged me to the car to my job .

I was being passed Round to much and my head began to hurt and I felt sad that i was away from Nathan and was tired of letting people give me away I wanted Nathan and Matty to protect me .Mostly Nathan