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i always feel anxious i don't want to hang out with anyone anymore in fear that i might break down i can't live like this anymore it isn't healthy i hardly know what day it is anymore i really need help but everyone has problems and i can't bother anyone i can't that'll be selfish of me i know people will hate me they'll ignore my petty problems i can't risk that i can't
everyone discusses the bigger problems that someone else has and i know i shouldn't but i can't help but feel mad whenever that happens
my problems matter too.
i matter too.
do i matter?
