that day

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I still remember that day you know,
I don't think I will ever forget it,
right now it causes a lot of pain remembering,
but I know one day I will smile when I do,
you were just so different..
so different from all the guys I have ever talked to,
and no I am not being cheesy this time,
it is actually true,
you could really hold a conversation with me,
you made me feel comfortable talking to you
in the few seconds we knew each other,
I knew I wanted you in my life
even if it was just for a few more minutes
or for as long as our forever was,
our conversation was unique and filled with laughter,
genuine laughter and it felt so natural
like I had known you for more than a couple minutes,
and I wanted it to stay that way,
I wanted to continue feeling like I knew you
while I was getting to know you,
if that makes any sense,
and that's just it,
nothing and everything ever made sense with you,
and I loved that about us,
but every 'us' falters and cracks under pressure,
and I'm starting to finally accept that ours didn't get fixed.

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I hope you liked this first part.
When was your first heartbreak? Comment down below and I will definitely read :)

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