It was Josh's first concert for their new tour "Emotional Røadshøw" I decided to surprise him and celebrate. He was at rehearsal with Tyler since 5Am. It's 12:00 now and I had to run to VS to get a special outfit;). I also picked up some other things for safety. Josh and I haven't "done" it since last month because he's been so busy so I thought today would be perfect. He texted me saying he was going to pick up pizza, I mean what a perfect man. I get dressed into my outfit and put on a robe. I watch some American Horror Story before he comes home. I get some champagne out and our favourite Disney cups. I hear a car door close and I hear the door open. "I'm home babe" Josh says, he walks into the bedroom with the pizza, he flops onto the bed "baby want to watch deadpool? I've been dying to see it" I hand him the champagne and kiss him, "here's to the new tour! I'm going to miss you so much when you're gone so I decided to surprise my baby" I say slowly untying my robe, he intensely stares me down as I take it off to reveal my 100$ vs lingerie. I crawl into the bed slowly, he grabs me and says "I can't wait" we start to make out as he unties the ties on my corset. I undo his pants and take out a condom. As we're going at it he asks if we can do some foreplay, "anything for you baby" I say. "What do you have in mind?" I ask "drums." He answers "drums? What do you want to do with drums?" "You're my new drums;)" he throws me over and turns me on my stomach, he starts to drum on my ass with his hands, "not too hard" I say, "sorry" he says "no, I like it rough" I say back, he smirks and we get back at it. I wake up and see Josh staring at me, "you're so beautiful" He says, I smile and kiss him "I'm going to miss you so much" I start to tear up. He kisses my forehead and we cuddle for the last time, "I love you so much baby" he runs to his bag,(still naked) and grabs a box out of it and comes back. I cover my mouth with my hands and gasp. " Baby, I've loved you ever since we first met, I knew that we'd be happy together, I know it's a little sudden but I want to spend the rest of my life with you, no matter what happens" "omg I love you so much" "will you give me the honour and marry me?" "Of course!!!!!" I kiss him and we hug. Josh gets up and gets ready for his last rehearsal, after that he has to pack and leave. I stare at the gorgeous ring he gave me, I call my mom to tell her the good news. She's ecstatic. Josh gets in the shower so I decide to make a going away breakfast for him. I make pancakes, eggs,and toast. I make him a coffee, he walks into the kitchen with just his towel, his body is still wet, it glistens off his abs. He comes up behind me and kisses my neck "good morning fiancé" "good morning fiancé" I reply, I kiss him, " I made breakfast, and coffee, I put it on the table" "this is why I love you" he says. We sit down and talk about how he's going to be gone and all that sad gooey stuff. He gets up and kisses my cheek and goes to get ready to leave to go to rehearsal.
"Babe I have to go" he kisses me as I stand leaning on the side of the wall, I start to cry because I love him so much, what if he finds someone else way more attractive than me, and can give him better things, what if he doesn't love me when he comes back. I start to ball, he grabs me and hugs me, I cry into his shoulder as he kisses my head, "hey,heyy, don't worry, when I come back we're going to go on a vacation together, to where ever you want, ok? I love you, I want to spend time with you" "what if there's someone else who's way more attractive than me and is so much better" I say while I cry even more "nonono that won't happen, no one is more attractive than you, trust me, not even Megan fox, you're wayyyy hotter." "Haha I wish, but I fucking love you so much" I hug him again and I won't let go, "babe I have to go, walk me to the car??" "Of course" I carry his suitcase outside, and he gets into the car, I kiss him one last time and he backs out of the drive way and drives away. What if he never comes back. These thoughts keep hitting me. I miss him already.
