Mind Games

where do we Go from here

Jacob's POV

"Why didn't u tell me her parents were gay?". I grabbed a box that said "Jacobs Personal stuff" on it and unpacked it. To make it obvious even if she had to leave me here I wasn't leaving Miami, Florida. We've avoided this conversation for two days and i'd kill for her to leave it alone. "Is it really important mom?" I said untaping the box. My mom grabbed my hair and turned me toward her. "¿Hablas en serio Jacob, tape la caja hacia atrás ahora!" I shock my head and swallowed hard "I'm serious mom I don't wanna go!" She grabbed me by my collar and looked me deep in her eyes "¿Crees que es tu decisión. Tienes suerte de que he encontrado un lugar para alojarnos eres bendecido que está incluso con ropa ahora mismo! Te doy todo y todo lo que pido es que nos se mueven y todo lo que consigo es falta de respeto. Todo lo que estoy tratando de hacer es proporcionar u con una vida mejor y me da una bofetada en la cara. Deberías avergonzarte de ti mismo Jacob Emanuel Perez. Avergonzado. Soy un solo madre y yo hemos estado trabajando en el culo para que u hace años y lo único que consigue es esto."

I was trying not to cry be cuz I knew everything she said was right but I had became angry and said the worst thing I've ever said to anyone "Dad didn't leave me he left you because you make everything about you no wonder my dad left you it's all your fault. " I know it tore her to pieces when I said that but I ran out as fast as I could. I took my car to Liana's house and knocked on the door. One of her moms opened it. "Hello.... Jacob is it," I nodded my head "Uh Liana just left or are you looking for Shay?" I shook my head as I spoke I was choking up "Can I wait for Liana...please." It was cold and I needed to be somewhere warm all I had on was long sleeved shirt, overalls, and Nikes. "Come in." Liana's mom said unsure.

I guess she hasn't warmed up to me yet after all we just met. I sat on the couch and took in the house it was huge the ceiling was about 500 feet up. Nice place. I called Liah about 78 times and she never answered I waited for at least 2 hours before I got up and left mad as hell. Liah had always been there for me and when I needed her the most she's no where to be found. I walked out onto the street light headed because I felt like I had frost bite or something. Then I saw I light come up through the fog. Then two. BOOM!

Black.

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Translation: You think it's your decision. You're lucky that I found us a place to stay you are blessed that you even have clothing! I give you everything and all I ask is that we are moving and all I get is disrespect. All I'm trying to do is provide u with a better life and you slap me in the face. You should be ashamed of yourself Jacob Emmanuel Perez. Embarrassed. I am a single mother and I have been working my ass off for u for years and all I get is this.

Who won the fight Jacob or his mother? -Me