Im not gone beg
For attention
Im not gone plead for
love
Since they don't want me
I'll be byself
Tonight
Bundled in my dreams
Wrapped up in my own arms
I rock my damn self to sleep
I been grown since age 15
Alone since a time I don't remember
All I remember is a December
With my Mom Dad and baby sis
Forever since its been like this
I miss the moments with my Father
These memories are a bother
I miss the arguements we didn't have
Later on he would have laughed
Then cried
Deep unresting disappointment inside
A piece of me just wants to die
And drag the whole thing wit it
How bout I just forget it
Take a dive in my depression
I hate love the feelin
But on less pessimist note
My cloud still stays a float
On cloud 7
I be restin
My cloud 9 popped
After I stabbed it with a pencil
