When You Played a Beat

Chapter 1

"Mom I dont see why I cant go out, I'm 18 years old, clearly and adult."

"Dont give too shit bout you, if I find you outside this house I will kill you, watch your brother." She said walking toward the door reaching for her coat, since it was cold.

"Oh, so you cant watch your own son you give birth to from one of your many thugs" I said. Within seconds I felt a smash across my head, and coldness right after, the pain was unbearable and made me fall to the floor. I grabbed my head with my hand to only feel as if water was being poured on me. I open my eyes to see my mother with a gun in her hands that was dripping what I knew was my blood by now.

"When I say I will kill you, I mean it, dont test me girl, I would kill you now,but I need you to watch your brother, okay." She walked away opening the door, my vision was getting a little blurry and my headache was getting worse. She turned around "Mommy love you" and slammed the door, which made my head ring like church bells. Last thing I remember seeing was my four year old brother walking towards me.

(HEY GUYS, WHAT UP, MY NAMES DELTA ESCOBAR, I'M 18, I LIVE WITH A LUNATIC MOM AND A LOVING FOUR YEAR OLD BROTHER, I'M KINDA THE ONLY PERSON HE GOT, I LIVE IN MICHIGAN,NOT WHERE GOOD RICH BLACK PEOPLE LIVE BUT DOWNTOWN WHERE YOU HEAR GUNSHOTS EVERYDAY, AN SEE THUGS WALKING THE STREETS. POLICE NEVER COME DOWN HERE UNLESS ITS TO PICK UP A BODY, BUT WHAT CAN I SAY I LIVE HERE ALL MY LIFE, ITS NOTHING NEW, BUT I WANT BETTER YOU KNOW... ANYWAY SEE YA LATER..PEACE OUT ;) picture of me in the top, how my hair look, face well be in the other one)

I woke up to rough but soft shacking. "Mommy, mommy, mommy, plsss wkeup"

I open my eyes and see my four year old brother Jeremiah next to me, my head was pounding as if someone was hitting me with a hammer. I sit up a little putting my weight in my elbows to help me up. Jeremiah started to climb on me an sit on my lap. I hug and give him a kissed on his forehead, but my attention went straight to his white shirt, that was now full of my blood. I but Jeremiah on my waist and got up, I started heading to my room. I was happy we didn't live in a town house I probably wouldn't have been able to go up the steps. I rest J (short for Jeremiah) on the bed and went in my closet for my gym duffle bag, my gym supplies was in there but I just threw it out and started pack some stuff, five sets of bra an panties, five white t-shirts, three black basketball pants, four pairs of socks, two Bennie hats in black, and my pair of black and white Jordan's. I took another Bennie and put it on J's head and one on mines, since I wouldn't be able to do my hair. I but my converse on and a black jacket with a hoodie. I grabbed my duffle bag and picked up J from the bed and went to his room. I rest him down, and he ran to his toy train set I bought him for Christmas last year. I began to pack his stuff just like me, I switched his shirt to another one and put on his black hoodie jacket like me. We looked like twins, I ran to the bathroom in the hallway and took me and J's toothbrush and the toothpaste. I went back to get J. "Where we going mammy" J asked.

"Well we going camping" I didn't want him asking anymore question that I would have to lie about. " But I scared"

"what are you scared of" I asked him while I went under his bed for my money jar I stored there since I was 14. It should have at least three thousands if I am corrected last time it was two, I never really counted again.

"Of ghost, what if they take you and leave me" he sounded really scared, after I but the jar in the duffle bag and sealed it, I kneel right in front of his face. 

"Babe i will protect you from everything ok, i love you and i won't let anything happen to you. We have to go now baby."

"I love you to mammy, ok"

i picked him up and but him on my waist and but the duffle bag on my shoulder and walked out his room. I open the door and looked behind one last time, to see the way i was living for all these years, dealing with all the pain secretly and not telling anyone.

"I am never coming back past, i am going to see my future."

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I walked for about twenty minutes with J in my arms, he fell asleep 10 minutes ago. I saw a motel in view and started speed walking. I arrived a the motel, it smelled awful, but i had to stay here just for one night until i rent a car in the morning. i opened the door to the worst seen ever.

"Yes right there babe......yes, yes. ohhhhh babe you tongue feels so good"

"you like that ma" *loud licking sounds"

"OMG, i am so sorry" i said an rushed out the door. then i heard suffering and yelling between two girls 

"i told you to not come here" one girl said

"but i needed to taste you before i go to bed, u know i can't sleep without eating your pussy first" the second girl said.

"Screw you Jasmine, you would eat a dog pussy if you wanted to eat one, get out before you make me lose a customer and a job" girl one yelled. 

"whatever be a bitch for all i care" the girl called Jasmine yelled.

Then there was walking coming an a twist of a knob on the door, then a freaking sexy girl came out, i kinda felt my self-esteem drop to a negative nine.

"Hey sexy, call me if you need a lick up" she reached in my back pocket of my pants and grabbed my phone, but not without squeezing my ass first. Then she put it pack and smack my ass really hard while walking away.

"hey" i yelled at her, and she just laugh and continue walking, i hope she knew I'm not into girls. anyways i walked back in and the room which smelt like pure sex, i just needed to make it quick. but damn the next girl was slutty looking, with clearly a fake ass. 

"What do you need" talk about customer service.

"can i have a room for two please" she started asking basic questions then i paid her for tonite, and took the key and walked away. it was just creeping me out how much she was watching my breast, as if to eat them off. I was reading the numbers on the door and came to mine room 206B. i opened the door there was two doors, i walked with J to one of the doors and place him on the bed gently, since he was still sleeping, he is a very heavy sleepier. I took off his sneakers, beanie, and his jacket and rest them on the the rusty coach in the room. i turn on the fan and and covered him with the sheet and closed the door. 

i walked over to the bathroom, it was clean but very ugly the towels didn't even match, probably a color blind maid. i striped and jumped in the shower, i used there soap that i was happy was brand-new , and wash my hair with water knowing there was hair dryer in there. after the shower i took my clothes and but them it the garbage bin because it was blooded. i kept my jacket though. i walked out the bathroom and search through my duffle bag for clothes to sleep in, then i just thought what's the sense of wearing clothes to sleep in instead of save them for tomorrow, so i just put on a t-shirt that i always buy bigger than me, and hopped on the bed and cover up. within seconds darkness took my eyes to another world.

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