It was my dad. Why this again. He has my mom in the other room. Why did he always choose me. HE said that since my mama was giving it up to everyone else, it was my responsibility to give it up to him. And of you are asking did I lose my virginity to him. Yes. I did. He said it was a good thing. He never used condoms so I always had the chance to get pregnant. I once had a pregnancy scare but i wasnt. THANK YOU. My dad said if I ever got pregnant i would have to say the baby is someone elses...and if I told anyone that the baby was his he would punch and kick the shit out of me to make sure the baby was dead. He never liked me talking to boys or having a boyfriend because he says imma turn into a slut like my mom.I never did because if i got him angry it would just leave me with a black eye and busted lip. I hate him. He always does this to me. Why me.
Dad: Open your legs girl
Me: No stop
Dad: Do it before I whip yo ass and u better not scream.
Me: No stop before I call Tyrone
Tyrone is my 20 year old big brother. He despises my father. Tyrone is what you will call an on the street pimp/thug. But I loved him so much he never acted like that around me. Which is y i loved him so.
Dad: You think Tyrone gonna do something. Man F*ck that....
He slapped me and forced my legs open. Once he was caughr in the act by my little sister. She told him to get off of me...
Flashback
Dad: Open them sexy legs
I did so because i didnt want be bruised up. The door open to Tiana standing there
Tiana: Get off of her Daddy. Stop now
Dad: No sweety we just playing a game. Arent we???
Me: Yes (croak in my voice)
Dad: See sweety its ok)
Tiana: Ok Daddy
Flashback over
But this time I was hoping Tryone would walk in like he usually does just to check on me. Please Tyrone.
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ChickLitMelissa is a 16year old girl who secretly dropped out of high school, has a father who physically and sexually abuses her, a mother who is a prostitute and stripper and a 4 year old sister who looks up to her. But when a boy comes into her life and...