Gone Off Road

New beginnings

The moment he saw they envelope he realized who it was from, Sam turned it around to reveal the name and address. He had not seen or talked to Dean for a over a year now, seeing this envelope didn’t come as a surprise to him now, but instead more of a confusion. As much as he wanted to ignore the letter he still decided to open it because Dean was still his brother, It was obvious that it was important since he didn’t text or call but actually took the time to write it down on a paper and send it. Sam ripped the top of the envelope open to reveal a small paper.

This  paper was actually  a postcard, but it had a Christmas tree on it instead of a traditional one with a location. He looked at the tree for a while then slowly turned it around to reveal the actual note. Dear Sammy i know this is kind of stupid but we would like to invite you to our Christmas dinner the rest of the information should be on the envelope. We hope we’ll be seeing you best regards Castiel &  Dean. A tear ran down Sam’s face, neither did he know if it was a tear of joy or something else. He hadn’t spoken to Dean in such a long time but Dean still sent him this invitation. He tried his best to ignore the fact that Castiel’s name was written there too. Sam couldn’t take his eyes of they envelope, he could only think about everything that’s happened between them, a tear drop ran from his eye down his face only to get on the envelope causing the writing to get smudged in that area. Another tear started running down but he wiped it away before it got on the writing again.

He then disgustingly threw they envelope on they dinning table and sat down on the chair next to the letter. He rubbed his face with his left hand in frustration. Since Sam had gotten a letter to this Christmas party it was obvious that Castiel had decided not to tell Dean anything about what had happened the year before, but Sam just couldn’t imagine what it would be like to stand face to face with his brother that knew nothing of the relation that his boyfriend and brother had had without him knowing. 30 minutes had already passed since he took the letter, he turned his head to the left to see the clock that was on the wall above the fireplace only to realize that he was going to be late for work. He took his bag from the table the keys that where is a ash tray at they entrance and stormed out the door, leaving they envelope behind and all its problems.

At least in this emotional morning he got to work on time and did not have to deal with his bosses annoying angry voice that he always speaks in whenever Sam was late which happened more often then it should, but no one could really blame Sam no one truly knew what was going on in his life these last couple of months. He worked in a car repaired shop, he was in charge of ordering parts online and organising and counting them too, it may sound easy but in the place he worked it truly wasn’t, that might’ve been the reason why it was such an easy good paying job. But when he got all of the orders and saw all the papers he couldn’t help but think of the letter he had left on the table in the morning. And when his mind went to that paper it also went to Cas, this was the second time he had gotten this light headed feeling the first time was this morning when he got the letter. Before he knew it they end of the day had arrived, he packed his things and tried to get home as fast as he could. He opened the door dropped his bad and jacket on the floor and ran towards the dinning table but the letter wasn’t there, it wasn’t on the floor or anywhere close either.

The problem wasn’t so much that it was gone but  because he lived alone and it was gone, which only means that someone else must have been in the house. He turned around quickly, Sam was not regretting the decision  of leaving the letter at home he looked around again, he might have miss placed it. All of  sudden he heard steps coming down stairs slowly. Sam ran towards the stairs to see a shadowy figure, it was very dark Sam could only see they outline of the person. It looked like a mad and they only other thing he could tell was that he was wearing some type of long coat. Sam then turned the lights on but he didn’t take his eyes off the figure. It took him a second but he then realised who it was, he ran up the stairs and hugged him with his whole body. The man unconfutably pushed Sam away. “Cas!! What are you doing here.” Castiel took a look at Sam but then he put his chine down and walked down the stairs leaving Sam all confused alone on the stairs. Sam was still kind of in shock and couldn’t say anything so he just decide to follow Cas. Sam turned around the corner to see Cas sitting alone in the middle of the sofa. Sam decided to join he slowly walked towards the sofa and sat close to Cas, they awkward silence was just beginning.