Ren, I'm tired of this shit. I can't take this anymore. I'm leaving you just please do not follow me. You'll never gonna see me again. My Bey, I'm really sorry. I thought this would still work but it didn't. Again, I'm really really sorry. I love you. Bye. Love, Earl.
That was the last note I received from him since last week. He left me behind. He told me he loves me but look, I'm stock on this place, our place alone crying.
Shit! life sucks. I thought our 4years being together is full of happiness but because of that girl everything turned out to be like this. Curse that girl. Nam!!!! You devil. Die now!!!!
I don't want to live without him. Earl! Where are you now? please come back to me T___T
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"They're both gone now. It's my fault. I'm the cause of this trouble."
"Stop blaming yourself, Nam." my love, Cho tap my shoulder. She's really the one I love, Earl is just a long lost someone. He has been part of my past, but not now.
"Earl, Ren. I'm sorry." tears flowing on my cheeks. I let it flow onto their tomb.
"Let's go babe." I stood and take my last look and start to walk away. Cho and I will leave the country and stay away from the place I made a mess. I'm really sorry.
5years past..
"Mommy, why are we on this place?" my cute little Earen ask me while showing his ever cute pouty look. I stop and pinch his cheeks that looks like his dad. He pout more so I peck a kiss on his lips. I chuckle when he hold his lips. I stood up and hold his hand.
We start to walk again. Few more steps we reach this place. I put the bouquet of flowers I bought put it on the tomb and kneeled on the grass.
My eyes start to get wet. "Mommy? who are they?" I faced my son and hug him. He wipe my tears, and said
"Did they made you cry? Are you hurt by them?" I can't answer him that is why Cho did it for me.
" The other guy in there is the one who made you to the world." I know Cho is hurt also but she still smile. "How? I thought you are my mommy also?"
Everyone's curious right? I'm Nam the biological mother of Earen. And Earl is his biological father. Earen is the reason of the misunderstanding between Earl and Ren. Earl is my first love, he never loved me more than a friend that is why I made him drunk and Earen was made.
But I found out that he is a gay and Ren is his boyfriend. I want to destroy their relationship, but not to the point they decided to kill themselves. Well, Cho is a friend lover ever since the day before I left the country.
Cho, Earen and I visit their tomb because I want Earen know about his fathers. Earl and Ren.
"Papa?, Daddy?" I surprisingly look at Earen, and so Cho. "I miss you both, I love you both. I'll take good care of mommy and mama." and he hug the tomb.
Cho and I smiled at the scene. Cho took Earen from hugging the stone tomb and they walk far from it.
"Earl, your son is so bright. Just like you. Are you in good hands together? I'm sorry and thank you. I'll take good care of Earen with Cho." I kiss the stone and stood up.
"Well, see you again next time." and I walked away.
-the end-
