amnesia ; l.s

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song: amnesia - 5 seconds of summer

it's been about a month since harry had left him, and since then, nothing's been the same. louis had been in deep depression before he met harry through a support group. harry had been addicted to drugs at the time, and they started up a small conversation about how long they've been clean. harry was three months. louis was three days.

louis didn't trust harry at first. there was just something untrustworthy about him. but louis let him in after small, "i promises," and "i will never hurt you"s.

but now, as louis drives down the old dirt road, looking for the old, abandoned stop and go mart, he realises that harry was truly untrustworthy. he should have never trusted him. but louis couldn't resist green eyes and dimples.

he pulled up into the old building, parking his car and getting out. he made his way inside, climbing through the back window, and inhaled. it still had the faint scent of weed and alcohol. this building sure did bring back memories.

"louis!" harry had yelled, running to catch up to the smaller boy. "i found this abandoned building out in the outskirts of london! you should come down with me and my friends after today's session!"

louis nodded, a smile tugging at his lips. "yeah, of course, harry." louis agreed quietly, taking his seat in the small circle of people. harry took a seat across from louis, and throughout the whole session, green eyes were watching blue.

after the session, the did indeed make their way down to the abandoned shopping mart, side by side while the rest of the group walked before them.

"this is going to be so much fun, lou, just wait!" harry cheered, taking louis' hand in his, smiling wide and pulling the smaller boy closer. louis sure hoped that harry was right.

louis had never been to the outskirts of london. it was all foreign land to him. he felt safe with harry, however, as if nothing could hurt him while harry was around.

he never thought that harry would be the one to hurt him.

after their long walk to the outskirts, harry drug him towards the front door of the building. he tried to open the door, but it was locked. harry shrugged and made his was around back, busting out a window and climbing in. after the taller boy helped the latter in, they looked around. more people started filling in.

"harry-" louis had a tight grip around harry's arm, holding onto his bicep.

harry smiled wide and pulled out a bag from his pocket, along with paper and a lighter. harry pulled louis towards a couch, sitting down and pulling him onto his lap.

"watch and learn, lou," harry said, sitting the materials on the arm of the couch. "this is weed." he explained, taking out the weed and rolling it up expertly in the paper. "here, hold this like a cigarette," harry said, holding the joint out to louis. louis did as he said, looking at harry confused. harry lit up the bud of the joint, and helped louis take a drag of it.