Broken

Chapter 5 - Change

Phenix's POV

Grief and misery captivates everyones thoughts as Mia lies unconscious and non-responding. Its been three days since that accident and everything is wearing me, and my pack, down. Though i am depressed, my wolf is crazy as hell for us and wants that assholes head on a stick. I couldn't agree more. When the time comes, he can have full control. But.... guiltiness inside me hasn't decreased and my duties as Alpha are slowly diminishing as i let myself go deeper into my own disgrace. Paper works is stacking up, increasing everyday, and... lets face it i cant do shit right now I'm too mentally unstable. As i slouch further into my chair, the door opens revealing my beautiful mate. She looks over to me with concerned eyes and gives a little smile.

"Are you okay babe?" Really? You want ask that?

"Yes i wanna ask that" i thought out loud. Oops.

"Im going to be fine" She sighed, then walked towards me, as she sat on my lap she pulled me into a passionate kiss. Sensations ignite my inside as her lips melt into mine. This is the only remedy i have to save from internal battles, the only thing that keeps me sane. She gasps as my hands travel under shirt and grip to her naked flesh. She moans as my tongue passes though her lips and battles with hers. A safe haven is what my wife gives me, a place of peace. Her fingers tangle themselves in my hair and she pulls a little causing me to moan, she smiles at my reaction. Tease. I let lips kiss her lips, then jaw, I trail down to the column of her throat and lick slowly, i trail down a little more and suck on my mark on her neck. I grasp her thighs, place her on my desk and place myself between her legs. Lust and need fill our eyes as we look at each other. Clothes are ripped. Sparks fly. Two bodies intwine and become one. I cant help but feel giddy, i love it when we make love in my office, it makes me feel like a rebel sometimes. Our passion fill the room as we move together into euphoria. After our heated 'conversation' Leanne moulds herself into me, giving me a loving embrace. I sat there savouring this moments like all the others. I lift her up place her in the chair while i get whats rest of our clothes. Only my pants and shirt. I pull the pants on, walk to Lea with my shirt and slip it over her head. I wrap my arms around her, inhaling her scent, i don't know what i would do without my love, i would surely die the moment she did. I didn't notice the tears i shed till my beloved wiped them away. She smiled at me and kissed me. A short sweet kiss. She was always there when i was at my worst, when i was pissed beyond hell, when i was uncertain and needed support, when i was depressed. Like now, for instance. She took my hand and led my to our room. We lay on the bed and she cuddled up to me, giving me comfort.

"Thank you baby" i wrapped my arms around her, bringing her closer, needing her warmth.

"Im your mate, you can come to me if you need anything. I don't like it when you close down on me" Mates are so precious i don't know why there are those who abuse and reject their mates. They don't realise the mistake they make till it's too late. They are the only ones who truly understand you.

"Im sorry babe but i don't know what to do right now, I'm so messed up"

"Its okay..... You know you can hand the Alpha role to Kale for now if you need too" As much as i wanted that too happened, i couldn't. To neglect Alpha duties for personal reasons was selfish.

"No"

"Until Mia get better, you need a break from all the stress tour putting yourself through" Maybe my baby was right, if i couldn't think straight how would that help the already distressed pack? The answer, i wouldn't help but make the situation worse. She was right.... like always.

"I'll contact him tonight" and with that we fell into a deep slumber.

Melissa POV (Mrs. Jackson aka Mother of the Six)