**Before I begin this chapter, I would like to apologize for not updating sooner.. Its been my third week of school and everything has been hectic, my schedule has been altered and rearranged more times then I can even remember and I've been overwhelmed. This is my Junior year (11th grade) and this is said to be the most important year of high school because colleges focus most on this year.. So I do apologize, I hope this makes up for it though ? Ilysm <3**
Chapter TwentyFour
Harry's POV
Every step I took, every pounding step further from her.. Was like a pang to my heart. Her words prominent on my mind, as they played over and over again.
"I can't.. I love you I do but their's so much I can give for you. I wouldn't because as much as I love you I have to set a future for myself because what if we don't make it.. Risking things for you wont be there at the end when you've left"
I'm worth shit to her and I can't do anything about it because I'm in love with her. She means more than all eternity to me. Its pathetic, I know but I'd rather have her by my side without honesty then not have her at all. Thats my problem, shes become my weakness. She fuels yet brakes me down and its fucking confusing the shit out of me. She says she loves me but wont go as far as putting it all on the line for me.
"Sir, you can't put your luggage there its too big"
"I give a shit.. I'm not going all the way back there to have my belongings get lost. Fuck no." I breath
I hadn't meant to come off that strong but it was like a gag reflex. She was just the punching bag I needed at the moment and I didn't mind being a dick if in return this pain would subside. Just a bit.
She rolls her eyes and strolls two rows down securing a child before continuing on.
She was attractive, fuck was she attractive. Her blond locks framing the outline of her beautiful facial features. Her body. It wasn't better than Abby's but it fucking was appealing. Had this been two months ago, I would've fucked her in the tightly packed loo. But now, now I've got common sense. I've got her, I think.
"Hey" the little girl in pig tails sitting next to me greets with a contagious smile.
She was too cheery for my liking, but she did manage to lift my mood.
"Whats your name babe?" I ask with a smile that mirrored hers
"Lux" she proudly says
She resembled Abby so much. Her hazel eyes large and beautiful, her smile aligned perfectly just like Abby's. Heck, if we were to have a child she would look just like Lux.
"Whats your name?" She questions tugging on her flower printed dress
"Harry" I smile down at her
"Where's your mommy?" I ask and she bows her head down
Had I said something wrong?
"In heaven" she whispers
"Oh" is all I am able to say
"Sir would you like something to drink?" The hot flight attendant from before asks with a small smile
"Erm, can I get up to the loo or are we not supposed to?" She smiles and leans over Lux unbuckling my seat belt before walking away.
I guess I should follow her, al though its not that fucking hard to find a bathroom. I roll my eyes before jogging next to her.
Jet lag is already getting to me and it hasn't even been an hour..
"This way" she whispers in my ear sending a shiver up and down my spine.
Fuck, the way her hips swayed from side to fucking side. I could think of one to ma- WOW , Abby. Remember Abby. She would kill me if I cheated on her, but its not the fact that I'm attracted to this lady, its just my sexual frustration shinning through.
If I were on this flight with Abby, I would have her bent over in the bathroom sink and pounding into her. I could feel myself grow as hard as rock.
She takes my hardening member in her hands. How the fuck? How did I end up with my trousers on the ground? Before I can even get the words out I'm placed in her mouth, as she pumps up and down at an extremely rapid pace.
I involuntarily take a hand full of her hair and began to trust my hips upwards into her mouth, with a shitload of pressure. I feel myself twitch in her mouth and seconds later I find myself combusting down the back of her throat.
It doesn't take very long before I snap back to reality and pull my pants up my thighs.
A small hand is gripped round my wrist tugging me back. Can this bitch catch a hint?
"I have a fucking girlfriend I can't do this" I huff frustration clear in my tone, it finally hit me, she just confessed her love for me and here I am letting another girl, who might I add is a stranger, blow me.
"Hmm so" she smirks
"That wasn't an issue two seconds ago" I forcefully remove myself from her grip
I should've stopped her instead of thinking with my dick I could of actually prevented this. But my sexual frustration got the best of me.
"Leave me the fuck alone, slut" I bitterly spat
When I reach my seat Lux has taken the window seat.. Which was originally mine. I don't mind, but a small part of me, deep down, did get a bit irritated.
"Where were you?" She questions with a small smile
"Ermm the loo"
"Oh.. I took your seat" she whispers
"Yea I know" rolling my eyes I buckle myself up
"You took long.. Is your tummy feeling okay?" She twirls the loose ends of her pig tails along the brim of her index finger.
"N-no I got a beverage"
Shes irritating me..
"Where is it? Did you already drink it? What flavor was it? I want one" she energetically bounces on her seat
"Jesus ! Your a nosey little thing aren't you? You wont receive anything with sugar because your already energetic as shit.. So no and I gulped it down before I got here" she chuckles and pouts
"Pwease? Mama Anne would let me" she whispers
"Who's your legal guardian?" I tilt my head
"Gemma" she says proudly
My heart nearly beating out of my chest as I chocked on the newly said words.
"Gemma what?" She tilts her head
"Gemma Styles"
My heart sunk to my feet, shes got a child? Since when ? What in gods name? I've only been away less than 3 months and Gemma's got a child.. Somethings not right.
(I really hope this fucked with your mind lol Ilysm <3 )
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