Dearest Monggi,
Sinasayang mo lang luha mo sa kanila eh. Nandito naman ako ah? Bakit ang manhid manhid mo? Kung ako ba siya, mamahalin mo? Ako naman yung laging nandiyan pag may nananakit sayo diba? Ako yung nagpupunas ng mga luha mo, pag umiiyak ka diba? At ako rin ang nagpapasaya sayo. Pero bakit hindi mo man lang maramdaman na nasasaktan na ako? Tuwing may kasama kang iba, pakiramdam ko, tinutusok ng milyun-milyong kutsilyo ang puso ko. Di ko matanggap na hindi ako yung humahawak sa kamay mo. Hindi ko matanggap na hindi ako ang nakakaramdam ng mga matatamis na halik mo. But I don't know why I can't stop loving you, even though you will never feel the same way, towards me. I don't know why, I can't choose to love somebody who is not YOU.
But always remember that, my love for you is endless. You fill my heart with happiness and you make me feel alive and enthusiastic. You make my world stop when you smile. For me, you are the most beautiful creature on Earth. Creature, ibig sabihin engkanto, ganun. Dejoke. Hhahahahhaha. But, I'm serious. You are beautiful. I love you to the moon and back Monggi :* (make that 8 sideways)
I'll just pretend that I'm okay (even though I'm not.) I'll pretend that I don't love you (even though I really want to spend my whole life with you.) I'll pretend that I'm not hurt (even though I'm dying inside.) I'll pretend that it's okay for me to see you with someone else (even though it tears me up.) I'll just pretend that I'm okay, knowing the fact that I'm not the one whom your heart is beating for. I'll just pretend.
Always remember monggi, I LOVE YOU!
Sincerely,
Your BEST FRIEND.
YOU ARE READING
The Great Pretender
RomanceRoses are sad, Violets are crying, I'm happy on the outside, But inside I'm dying.
