My First heart

At 15

At 15 I met my first love i gave em my ❤️ I though we was on some Bonnie and Clyde shit but hell I was wrong it took me 5months to catch on to the shit all it was to use me and play me I was hurt like a mf I fell in love with somebody who didn't gaf about me fr but now look at the shit my first love regret doing that ha you rep what you sow first love been getting played by everybody em that dating em didn't realize till the 9th grade that I was the only one gave af about em I ain't going lie we start back then  but I wasn't sweat that love shit no more I was playing tf outta em I got em where it hurt at now em feel my pain😍 we stop talking for 1 years  I move on like it wasn't shit em move on to we was just friends but em didn't stand me with nobody but ha idgaf you hurt me even though I move on I still had mad love for em I start playing everybody I was with I stop with that love shit cause that get you hurt skip to a year later I shot em a text saying I only want you can we get back together at first em was like nah but I start texting some good/sweet shit to em we end back together shit was good till a couple month later I met somebody else while I was still with em the person I met filled my ❤️back with love I didn't think I would had fell for that person it just happen I fell more love their now how tf you feel shit with somebody you never plan on talking to that you didn't feel with your first love well that get to show you that you could meet somebody  in 1week   can show you better intention then yo first love but that what happen I had two bae's I thought that shit was cute asf and that I wouldn't get caught but I did and that hurt both of them and I realized I need grow up stop living in the past I try to work things out with my first love but it didn't work em hurt like hell bet em know how I felt fr I swear their where my ❤️was but then again I was trying get over my first love that didn't work but the person I start talking to was a blessing I had somebody that everybody wanna but em was only feeling me .